it sucks.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
it sucks when you're helpless.
it sucks when you know there's a problem,
and you can't seem to find a solution.
in a three words, i feel useless.
hmm.
it sucks when you rmb
the joy you once shared with someone.
and then it was taken away.
rubbed away.
disappeared like it nvr happened before.
it sucks when there's so many people around you.
and you realise, when you fall in the pits,
there's no one who is there to help,
or is able to help.
yes i may be deemed as a total immature girl.
one who needs to start facing my problems.
but i'm tired.
and what's the problem with that.
dreadfully tired.
who understands?
seems like it's all my own fault.
alternative solutions, unthinkable yet so tempting.
but no,
God is with me.
He will guide me through.
i shall repeat this to myself.
everyday, every hour, every second.
i will hang on.
i will pull through.
who cares if no one's there.
i can do it alone
with God.
yes i can.
heaven, my final destination.
looking forward.
Yes Lord, i thank you.
and i love you.
babbling on,
ferrari.
they will WANT me, but, they will not HAVE me.
cause my dream is fading, and i'm beginning to believe it'll never happen.
what can a little girl do?
feel small. that's all.
