Yesterday was a very fun day lahs.... Here goes.

Yesterday, i stayed back after skool to go train softball. with the guys. luckily sec 3 nvr come.((:
We went to the fitness corner to throw catch. as usual. cause the field was wet from the rain.... at first only got me, kenneth, hong jun and jun wei. then hong jun pitch to kenneth then me and jun wei throw to each other. then after awhile, ken came plus poh zun plus zhao liang. then after very long, nicholas and jun hao came. we throw here throw there but i dunno why ken was in a bad mood. made me so scared... i dun like when ppl get angry. especially guys. they like teasing me so much. we were quite slack in the fitness corner. mr chai nvr come. quite glad. =P i was the only girl lor. wait mr chai xiang3 wai1, say why i only girl then play w the guys... actually, i quite like softball guys. they are like my frens... ppl who share the same interest...SOFTBALL. we played with the climbing rope, monkey bar, pull up/chin up(the tall one) and others. very fun. i had lots of FUN!!! hahas. they really love to bully and tease me. lolz. but i dun hold anything against them lahs...(: then at like 5 pm, we left to the canteen for drinks. and i left alone. i wish there were others going by backgate... all of them take mrt lehs... then i have to walk down the stupid chang2 cheng2 alone. oh well. i dunno why but keith from 1c suddenly keeps smsing me. dunno why. i slept w running nose. sad.

today.
i went skool early in the morning. cause i wanted to discuss w joey abt some things.... then i started feeling real sick. the whole day i felt super sick. then i had mild fever. my whole body aching plus running nose plus sore throat plus headache. how bad. i felt so sad... lolz. oh. today i ask "Uncle" sam to walk past my class. i so long nvr see him le. so wanted to say hello. ((: we were arguing abt whether i find him or he find me. iin the end i won. hahas. he doesn't even noe where my class is lahs.... at around 11.50 he walked past, looking real hard to spot me. hahas. i was sitting near the window somemore. he's a blind bat. hahas. then i started waving frantically while the ms haryati was teaching math. today she nvr really teach. she noe i sick so she let me rest. XD then I ran outside class. hahas.
then he was like," u cut ure hair ah?"
"why cannot ah? where u going now?"
"see teacher lahs...."
"chey, why u wear white? yue1 hao3 with ure fren one ah?"
"why cannot wear white? wah i very hot leh..."
"hahahahas... eh u noe mr ong. the big big size one? the science teacher?"
"orh...the fat one ah?"
"yah... he later coming my class lehs..."
"he very funny one lor..."
"yah. he so funny. but no one noes what he talking abt. hahas. okays la. don't hold u up. see u some other time. "
"kay. byebye."
(((((((((:
what a stupid and random conversation. hey. i didn't see phildia. how sad. wanted to call her but realised i lost all my numbers... once again, reminder: pls gimme ure numbers. sms me puh-lease...

then after skoool, i rushed to staff room with pearlyn to give teachers' day presents. outside staff room packed like crazy lahs. siao one. all the alumni. we were like squeezing thru. i saw ke wei and he was like:" happy teachers' day." i was like:" what? why happy teachers day to me? lolz. i not teacher lehs...." then he say:" dunno. just happy teachers' day to u lor." then i hit him and luffed. btw. ke wei is a sec 4 counsellor who's a guy and was made frens w me during counsel selection camp. too bad i didn't get in thru counsel. he's a very nice guy and his name is the same as one of my fren who's a GIRL. hahas. XD

after that i went to 3rd level upper level block go find joey and guess wad. i saw SAM again. hahas. i tapped him on the shoulders and he was like:" why are u here there everywhere?" hahas. i just luffed. then i say bye bye. his voice very funny lahs.... i should've taken a photo w him, next time maybe won't see him le. he should be going NS alr...18 this year.

then me and joey rushed to shps. alort of ppl reach le lor. ahs very mean, let us off so late..... anyway. we played captains' ball with some of six ten ppl and some other class ppl. qutie fun but after awhile sian cause got more boys then girls then the boys keep winning. i kena hit somemore. stupid da jin. anyways. oh yeah. mr bey still looks the same. hahas. long time no see sia. he's like an old fren without the age gap. but he dun wan play cause later got bb camp, dun wan get sweaty. that gay who likes pink. hahas. XD jkjk. he's not gay lahs... then me sarah jesse and some other guy frm ahs sec 2 and plus potato go buy bubble tea. then we go bball court. end up got ppl then we dun dare go snatch court. wait the hum tum us. oh btw, jared dunno why suddenly like change abit. dunno. maybe its becoz i very long time nvr see him le... FRENS FOREVER. ever since i went his house, birthday, i never see him. sad. i was quite glad by the fact that he invited me to his birthday. only me and lydia. then i stayed until like nine. and we drank, if u noe what i mean. wasn't very strong luckily. even if it was, i realised i hold my ------ quite well. i dun dare say out just in case got ppl complain. hais. lydia was like. no way am i gonna drink it. hahas. aiya. i wish it were still the old days. i miss them. ((:

then me and sarah went to tm. saw alot of ahs ppl. hahas. tm is one of ahs favourite place lahs. we rock. then we went to eat dessert. we talked alot. i wish sarah was in ahs or i was in dhs. we would've ruled the world. she's having a world of a time in dhs with alot of ppls coming to her beckoning while i have to struggle here in this school with ppl dun like. what kind of fate is this?! hais. did lots of thinking of my future today. share w u that next time. i'm sick. real sick. i think joshua passed it to me....i have got almost all the symptoms that he has/had. i hope i get well to go for KYBIS.

may god bless me and you.(:

I have an announcement to make: PPL!!! EVERYONE. PLS GIMME URE HP NO. WHEN YOU SEE THIS. SMS ME EMAIL ME OR WADEVER. I'VE LOST ALL MY CONTACTS. THANK YOU.end of announcement. pls do whatever it says asap or i will suffer from a serious breakdown.



okays. today was teachers' day cele cum express yourself day. we can wear anything we want to school(except slippers) but must pay two dollars for the new indoor stadium fund. my class theme was the BLACK AND WHITE theme. oh well. we sprayed our hair. i sprayed red on my fringe and puurple somewhere else. we all looked so sssssssssuper cool. 1c dressed as harry potter characters-Edbert was Ron, Jeremy was Harry Potter and Ling Xin(dunno if i spelt her name correctly) was Hermione. how cool la. the rest of the 1cians were dressed as the students from the school. hahas. mrs hudd, thier form teacher, even dressed like them lor. so enthu!!!!

we still had lessons la. grr. so boring. we weren't in the mood. Mrs Hudd is still the best. she let us watch a movie la. we had geog and sci too. boring. then SEL lesson was used to take photo.

first me traci joey and pearlyn took a photo together. then the family took a family photo. however, dickson kor was not inside. he went hospital for some checkup i think. and glen mummy joined us((: weets. a soccer team. hahas.

then we went to the staircase all squeezed like sandwich to take the WHOLE CLASS PHOTO!!! woohoo.

then we went for teachers' day cele. the best coordinated class for sec 1 went to 1C!! CONGRATS ONE CEE!!! there were games and tributes and stuff.(:

as i was looking at him, i couldn't help thinking how good he looked.(:

i can't wait for hols to start!!! i wan go fot the bbq!!! i=now i know KYBIS stands for: KFC Youths Bbq In September!!! so fun lahs. grr. i just can't wait...to be KING!!! jkjk. i just can't wait for it to come.(:

God Bless

yesterday there wasn't any 3rd lang so i went to tampines starbucks to meet josh and glen to STUDY.look. i wasn't slacking so there. hahas. i'm in a bad mood now but still... we studied till like 6.48 i think. then we talked abt KFC and the children. (btw.i took a less-than-10-min nap and josh took a photo. grr. i hope he'll delete it.) oh. then we went to the foodcourt in tampines mall. i ate SLICED chicken noodle while josh ate FRIED chicken w rice. tsk tsk. i'm healthy.hahas. then we went home. oh btw, josh was sick, how sad. GOD BLESS YOU JOSH!

today. i got really angry and tired. why? cause of my class yet again. we were yet again deciding on the retarded theme for tomorrow's teachers day cele. and i got so angry cause the class didn't wanna cooperate and also partly cause traci and pearlyn kept asking me to calm down when i wasn't even blowing my top at all. it was my last straw when they came and said:"shh.shh..."and held my hand. lolz. truthfully. wad's the point of havin a theme when we know we can't win. might as well wear anything we want. anyways. i just walked out of the class leaving my bag in there. how stupid. so i went to 1e-danielle's and zann's class, and sat there. grr. so angry at that time. then i rmb my bag and asked them help me take . i was told by danielle that the theme would be BLACK AND WHITE. how stupid can my class get? don't they just understand that there is ABSOLUTELY no use of using this theme cause other classes are doing the same. and we WON'T win so what's the point of getting the class to wear it? i rather where other stuff. why must this class be so stubborn? can't they take their minds off this retarded thing and think of something unique? gosh. oh well. i wish there is softball right NOW. but then again. i can't talk much.
i'm going to raffles city to get a notebook plus queue up for DOUGHNUTS from the DONUTS stall which always have a queue which is SUPERRRRRRRRRR long.
g2g. tata. bb.

1) Single,taken,naked or flirt
what?! this is cuckoo. but i'm just single. nth else.

2)Are you happy with that?
depends. maybe...

3)Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes. du-uh

4)Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
yupps. if it will hurt someone's heart and its gonna cause something very bad to happen if u tell the person, then cheating is ok. other than that. NO WAY!

5)Have you ever talked about marriage with another person?
sort of...

6)Do you want children?
yes!!!!

7)How many?
depends. still not sure. maybe 1,2 or 12.xD 12 to make disciples.(: jkjk

8)Would you consider adorption?
abortion or adoption? if abortion.no way. adoption. definitely.

9)If someone liked you now,would you want them to tell you?
OF COURSE. WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THIS?

10)Do you want someone you can't have?
maybe. who noes?

11)Have you fallen in love?
THAT'S FOR ME TO KNOW AND YOU TO FIND OUT.

12)Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
of course....

13)Do you believe that you can change for someone?
i might. depends on what kind. if good. yes. if bad, then NO.

14)Is it a good day?
YES ITS A GREAT DAY

15)Have you ever broken a heart before?
maybe. how would i noe?

16)Does your ex still have feelings for you?
sort of. can't really explain.

17)Do you still have feelings for him?
of course not.....dumb question.

what a stupid bunch of questions.

okays. let's start w yesterday.

It was a great sermon yesterday. at least i paid full attention. (: great stuffs learnt.

lesson 1:NOBODY is an outcast in the eyes of the LORD.

lesson 2:the LORD is FORGIVING.

lesson 3:ask in HUMILITY.

lesson 4:GOD looks out for those who are FAITHFUL.

lesson 5:don't hold anything back but give ureself to the LORD WHOLEHEARTEDLY.

lesson 6:be THANKFUL

lesson 7:JUSTICE is what the LORD DESIRES.

lesson 8: the LORD is QUICK to ANSWER to our prayers.

lesson 9:EARNESTLY speak to the LORD.

lesson 10:the POSTURE of our HEART, the DEPENDENT,CONFIDENT PRAYER are IMPORTANT.

woots. so many things rite? hahas. just wished to share this with all of u. and i'm determined to make the "outcasts" of my class unoutcasted and part of the family(: i'll try.

today was GREAT!!!!!! weets. first was worship by josh LEO. there was the song ONE WAY and i had to go up do the actions yet AGAIN...hahas. anyways. it was fun still. BTW. andrew is back with us. WELCOME BACK ANDREW aka BANANA. AFTER ALL URE THINKING YOU'VE FINALLY DECIDED TO BE BACK WITH THIS KFC FAMILY.(: then there was class. i justlove my class. their actually quite guai then other classes la. oh. and then after lessons was LUNCH. we ate nasi brani. with chicken, mutton i think and fish and vege. there was also chendol which was quite nice and fruits like grape and longan. there were games held by Karen, pastor evelyn's daughter. very fun. then there was giving out of presents and yeah. HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY EVERYONE! INCLUDING ME(:

oh. i just can't wait for KYBIS- KFC YOUTHS BBQ DUNNO WAD (xD)
its gonna be at josh poh's house la. i can't wait for the sleepover!!!! hahas. oh well. that's all. i'm glad to be happy again.
~~CaRo~~

whew. this is the WORST week so far.

Wed---
nth much happened. just had tuition school. sian.

Thurs---
oh. this is bad. anyways. firstly, when we got oure results, sherrie cried. cause she failed. and. i felt so bad cause i felt my class was horrible-alort of too competitive ppl. hais. it makes ppl feel so... grr. and then. during chi. we were to do a letter writing work. suddenly, my teacher came to me and said that i didn't hand up my two chi compo done in the june hols so i got zero for them and my average mark for CA2 is now 47 upon 100. so in other words. i failed. i was pretty shocked coz i rmb i passed up my couldn't say anything. the teacher said i had to finish the compo by that day and pass it up tomoro. i said ok. then she went back to the table. then i started CRYING. why? cause i was very tired. i thought abt how i was gonna finish the compos as i had 3rd lang that day. i was so tired of everything. i started breaking down-crying. then i wiped my tears and aed to the go to the toilet and cried even more. my eyes looked like some pufferfish. grr. then i went back with my red eyes and some ppl looked at me. anyway. i managed to finish my work in time.
after that, my frens came to me and asked me what happened. as i explained, i cried again. cried and cried in the toilet. they comforted me and blah de blah. then i went to return the dict to emilyn and guess who i saw. i saw HIM with my RED PUFFY EYES. i was like: oh no.... then he asked me:" u cry ah?" i nodded. then he say:" why u cry?" i explained not so very clearly. then he comforted me too. saying" don't cry la... Jiang Bei's standard's very high. don't cry...." i was so embarrassed. and i asked him to return the dict for me. gosh!!!! then i said a quick bye and ran back to my class. i started emoing. hahas. then after awhile i dunno why pearlyn started crying too..
there was also the stupid singing competition in which me pearlyn and sherrie were taking part in. forced too actually. we sang yue liang dai biao wo de xin and also cheng li de yue guang. sherrie said the competition was jinxed cause we all cried. sad. it was a pretty sad day. i went third lang feeling all horrible and still i had the french exam. TIRED. I TELL YOU I'M TIRED. i went back home w the intention to do my compo and guessed what. as i was flipping thru the compo book i slept on the table.see. i'm TIRED. then i went to sleep till the next day.
FRIDAY---
yet another horrible day. i told mdm jiang that i didn't do the compo and that i rmb vividly that i handed up. then during chi she told me she found it. grr. waste my tears and make me look so horrible in front of HIM. then during science, Mr ong nvr come. so i go make announcement abt class theme for teacher's day. we had to have a theme for us to wear. so we ask for votes. sometimes i really hate the class. they just don't listen. i had to ask them very nicely for five times and one shouted one saying:" CLASS! CAN LISTEN ANOT?! I ASK U PPL FOR 5 TIMES AND NOBODY ANSWERED ME! CAN U PPL JUST LOOK UP AND REPLY?!!!" grr. lucky i don't have high blood pressure.then somestupid person. i shan't put her name in les i make more trouble. grr. she keeps fan dui wadever i say.on purpose. grr. how can i stand this kind of ppl. i got so angry and left the classrm. then soft ball. and then nth much.

oh btw. i wrote abt things i'm tired of:
1) this class-the ppl in it
2)school.
3) 3rd lang
4) stress
5) my mother's nagging
6) some stupid girls in my class
7) irritating ppl
8) waiting for HIM to say it.(but i will continue waiting.i won't give up)

today---
today had to wake up early in the morning to go for some stupid walk. grr. so tiring. one whole big round. we made a family of eleven.
first- dickson
second-jan xiong
third- mandy
fourth- joey
fifth-me!!!
sixth- pris
seventh- pearlyn
eighth- jian you
ninth- traci
tenth- kai li
and eleventh- belle

weets. the family. we can make up a soccer team. i'm thinking of a name... hahas. that's all. can't wait for tomorrow!!! (:

Yesterday i didn't blog. lolz. too tired. anyways. Yesterday......
Yesterday, school was borin. nth much. anyways, after school i wanted to go to softball but when i walked down the stairs, i saw the SOFTBALL SENIORS... for the boys. especially that JOEY.ahahas. i noe his name. he's so mean la. not adding the jun hao from 1L. grr. they were like teasing me lor. they were saying:" eh. Kenneth's girlfriend come alr..." I'm like"grr"... so annoying. and in the end. i didn't dare to go down to the field to play w kenneth, hong jun, ken and blah de blah. grr. i wish they wouldn't do that. cause i really sincerely wanted to train my softball. hais. they make me feel embarrassed. GRR.I HATE THAT JOEY.( not my best fren Joey.) Then. i decided to go watch ahs vs cat high. i went there and got lost!!! all because of aaron's unclear instructions. grr. and thenafter walking for very long. i couldn't take it and asked two ladies. they were really kind souls who brought me there to the SBC. THANK YOU "KIND SOULS"!!! hahas. finally i reached there at like 4.10 or 4.15 ... AHS LOST.oh well. 50-54. close fight. BUT aaron says that Cat High could've thrashed AHS. wait till ahs hear that man. ure in deep trouble aaron. they'll be sure to look for u...hahas. jkjk. not like ZS and the rest of the bball team will look at my blog. hahas. anyways. it was "VERY" interesting. ahahs. it ended at 4.30. by the way, i met illiana at sbr. WOW SHE'S SUPER DUPER TALL!!! RGS. NOT BAD. hahas. then i went to bishan for 3rd lang. i talked to danielle abt some stupid stuff. she suddenly asked me:" eh carolyn. who u think is the most shuai4 guy?" I was like " the hot kind or cute kind?" she said talk abt the hot ones first. i'm not gonna put their names up but maybe their initials. of cca.
TOP 5:
-JM(initials
-Scouts(cca)
-Ncc(cca)
-YS
-and still haven't decide(danielle and i are still discussing)*i hope it's from softball*XD
I'm not this kind of person usually. not the talking abt boys kind. anyways. i dun have much to say abt yesterday anymore.

TODAY!!!!!!!!
today was boring. but oh well. i'm joining the stupid singing contest. sianz... oh what else? today softball prac waslike very sian. i felt so sian. i'm usually enthu but i dunno what happened. i felt so depressed. but.guess what. i caught a few balls. how great. hahas. it made my day. but i also made some mistakes. grr. i wish i wouldn't make them(: i wanna be GREAT AND FABULOUS at softball. and now being the shortstop, i'm thinking of changing. i might wanna be a catcher.(: last wk i rmb coach said i can train to become a catcher. woohoos. danielle doesn't mind me being catcher. but chermaine say there'll be nobody to play shortstop that well.. hahas(:oh well. have a nice day(:

Some of the KFC YOUTH GIRLS!!! under the rainbow of balloons. mind you. all these ballons were the hard work of the youth helpers!!! hahas. how neat! (:

woots. yesterday's sermon was great though i felt a lil sleepy(i feel so guilty)... hahas. then after service we went to NATASHA'S HOUSE!!! 7 of us HAPPY OOSHIES squeezed in the passengers' seat la. and i knocked my head alot of times. grr. hahas. we ate barbequed food. it rox la. so yummy. with the chicken wing, marshmallow, satay and blah de blah. btw, i'm a professional marshmallow bbqer hahas. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATASHA. HOPE YOUR LEG IS BETTER NOW!!!
and. today. i woke up at like 8 just to go to church at 9. grr. there was only me michelle and peggy plus cell leader Angela going for cell grp la. the rest all nvr come. lazy pigs. but we had lots of fun! hahas. and then there was KFC. my favourite. we sang these few songs(i may not rmb some...):
- every move i make
- we wanna see jesus lifted high
grr. it seems i really can't rmb. but i totally loved the songs. there were more btw.

tomoro cat high playing against ahs lor. i wanna see the match. hopefully josh can come(: i dun wan go alone... oh well. all the best cat high. all the best ahs. (AARON JIA YOUS FOR CAT HIGH!!!) hahas. anyway. nth much i'm gonna say. tata. Love ya all(:
~~CaRo~~

woah. lnog time no see eh? i haven't been blogging since last thurs. sad. have lots of things that happened(:

THURS---
let me just briefly say...
we played with my wallet. a new game played by my class. ppl step on it. crush it. and all. supposed to pass the wallet around and not let the opponent take it. girls vs boys. usually only me pearlyn and joey play against kaili, xiong zhi, and glen. sometimes jian you. then sometimes, other class boys also play. like dat day desmond played, zi qin played and yuansheng also one of the day play(: quite fun. can help pearlyn jian fei. hahas. that one she say not i say hors... anyway. after that got 3rd lang. boring boring boring. then after 3rd lang. me and pearlyn and bryan walk together towards mrt. met yuhern. my first impression? WOAH. HE'S SO TALL. DUN LOOK LIKE THE PERSON IN HIS PIC... hahas. i didn't even noe that guy was yuhern. anyway. we went to mrt station. then i didn't go first train. then i stayed with bryan and yuhern.....and bryan was like bullying me la....i'm not saying what he did to me but oh well. (: i'm not angry w him....
FRI---
it was raining heavily i thot got no softball. end up rain stopped and we still had softball. wad de....but i'm happpppy that i could play cause i didn't get to play on tues.didn't go skool XD. i'm proud of myself of my performance yesterday. hahas. i caught quite a number of balls and the sec 1s got alot of seniors out. hahas. c'div softballers rock! (:
SAT---
today was CHINESE ORAL EXAM!!! i screwed up totally. my reading was horrible and i was so nervous. gosh, i kept praying for God's guidance. i was very scared till i shivered. i didn't know how to read alot of words. i must have skipped abt 7-8 words. how horrible....then the conversation topic was on forgiveness. i was learning all the topics except this!!! how sway. i thot this topic won't come out. in the end it did. oh well. i screwed up is all i can say. anyways. i saw my mark(accidentally). my reading got 6 upon 10. how horrible. i only saw that. (: i g2g(:
CHURCH. HERE I COME!!!!!

oops. one more thing. JM HAS RESPONDED!!! he was damn wierd. he yesterday after ncc smiled very widely like a kid saying HI!!!! lolz. how retarded. but he still nvr reply my sms. grr.

i wrote a poem today during SEL cause it was boring. but it's not that good. it's just some emo poem. i noe i can't write as good as my kor...hahas. he rites better...
anyways. here goes.

my feelings

I was standing on the aisle
thinking very hard:
why was he ignoring me?
why did he avoid my gaze?

does he know something he shouldn't know?
does he know my feelings?
does he know my heartfelt thoughts?
that i have a thing for him.

i know he's there but does he know i'm there?
he looks at me and glances away
he sees me but doesn't say
does he know i care?

i don't know if he feels the same
i don't know if he thinks the same
all i know is that he's shy
that he doesn't dare to say what he's thinking

i want him to be there when i'm depressed
when i'm crying and feel bad
i want to share those moments with him
those special moments in my dreams

but, then again,
will he?




THE END
THE END OF MY POEM!!!

not really nice isit? but oh well. pls do not think it's true. it's only partially true. xD

oh well. today was really boring. nth much, besides, i'm too lazy to write. hahas.
but there's something in my mind right now.
why is JM and ZS daoing me? today. i was going to the toilet when i met JM. we were ALONE. i mean there was no one else. he just finished drinking water...but. we didn't even say hi. not to mention look at each other. i dunno wad's going on between us. i didn't do anything to him. or wadever. why must he avoid me? is there anyway we can be frens again? i truly wanna noe wad's wrong. if we...oh well, why can;t we be frens again? i know it's awkward... oh well. if JM u know i'm talking abt u. pls tell me the reason alright...? (:
and ZS has been daoing me too. we used to make a pact to not be shy and say hi when we see each other. now, he doesn't even smile. he looks at me and walks away or do other stuff...i wonder if someone has said something abt me to him. they tell me that is i never say hello to him but somehow i don't think so....i don't think it;s because i didn't start saying hi first. oh my...why is so many ppl like that??? and this is to ZS:
if u know i'm talking abt u, pls, at least say a hi. to show that ure not angry w me...

tomoro got 3rd lang. but during recess i'm gonna train my beloved soft ball!! xD

thanks for reading. and sweet dreams! god bless(:
~~CaRo~~

i don't think i;ll get to talk alot today. i just didn't go skool today. i slept at likke 12 plus and in the morning i was very tired and didn't feel like going skool so yeah. i didn't.(: hahas. was just doing my work the whole day....gosh. boring boring day. and i am still angry w boo. the person i talked abt in my previous previous post. hais. have a nice day everyone. god bless(:
~~CaRo~~

wahahas. i did it!!! i got the music. but u can't see it tho...i duno why but i;m just glad there's music. this song makes me high!!! Majesty!!!
~~CaRo~~

Today was like a roller coaster ride. something i cannot take. I went to skool all happy and cheery with my haircut, hoping no one would say horrible things abt it. but not long, someone made me angry. i'm not going to say the name. lets just call him----Boo. random name eh? anyway. boo was asking me and my frens to help him photocopy some chi paper. it only costs 10 cents for 1 sheet. so. it was fast and we returned it to him in the canteen. traci did not want to accept the 10 cents. but boo insisted. so he took the 10cents out. in my mind i was thinking. do u think traci is such a cheapskate or stingy person. u've known here for quite long. do u think she minds 10cents? so i voiced out my opinion, half joking:" eh. traci. he's insulting u very cheapskate(stingy) leh." surprisingly, traci banged the 10cents(tho she was not angry) and guess wad boo did. he shouted:" YOU AND YOUR MOUTH LA..." and banged the table. I was soooooo angry. nobody i mean NOBODY. has ever. scolded me like that before. not even my parents. what right does he have to scold me like that in front of everybody?! what right i ask u? i was very shocked and disappointed. i always thot he was a gentleman. it now shows don't judge a book by its cover. discover the real identity. gosh. i feel so good. telling all u ppl my feelings(: anyway. i went back class all angry and sad. time passed slowly and i got sadder. if i was standing near boo, i would have given him ONE TIGHT SLAP. i would seriously have done it. he's real lucky. then, in class, i had to do the science presentation. and i felt better.(: then end of the day, i went w zhengjun to fitness corner use softball vent our anger. hahas. good way i tell u. soon glen, desmond, zi qin and a guy called kah chuan or i dunno how to spell came. we played at the fitness corner. learning how to flip w the rope(: and i finally managed to do it. (: i was so happy. i was competing w zi qin see who can do the most number of times. it gave me the courage and now i don't think i'm scared anymore(: HOORAY! but that desmond managed to learn first la... grr. hahas. i'm jealous. or maybe not.(: they come alr no strength. they just finished ncc lor. then we played the slapping hands game. i was so scared of zi qin lors...but luckily he didn't hit that hard. and we played arm wrestling which of course zi qin won. by that time, glen and desmond left. sad. we had more fun. hahas. then softball ended and zi qin left w kenneth, ken and others. and the day went on....too much things i think that are not important so dun need say(:
anyway, the main point is, i'm angry with boo. and i dun think i'll talk to him.
HAVE A BLESSED DAY EVERYONE. GOD BLESS(:
~~CaRo~~

Phew. just finished the disgusting science project...did it for like 4 hours...dickson joey and jianyou came my house do la....grr.i'm so tired and i still have to write a script or speech or wadever u call it MYSELF. grr.
let's not talk abt work first, let's talk abt what i did today.
in the morning, i went to church-a place i can call my 2nd home(:
And...it was made known that i'm called ferrari. why? CARolyn. so i'm named after a car now. FERRARI... but, that glen chan kept calling me toyota. saying how ferrari is too good for me. that i should be toyota, a cheapo brand. i'm like "what?!" the whole time in church he kept teasing me la. i dun wan sit near him anymore. grr. he's so mean. and, the lower pri boys were SOOOOOO...restless today. tsktsk. i wish they'll just listen obediantly and not give me faces showing they dun care. humph. and. btw. the little boy under me called clarence has just accepted christ! woots!(: gd for him. Praise God. i wanted to say:" WELCOME TO THE FAMILY OF GOD!!!" hahas.
today we sang the songs...:
-Commandments 1-10
-Forever
-Thank You Lord
-Amazing Love
-and another song which i forgot the title.
anyways, i loved all the song. woo!! (: forever is one of my favourites. hahas. actually, all are my favourites. hais. i'm trying to put Majesty as my song for the blog but i'm still waiting for someone to help me(: waiting for the hero to save the damsel in distress. wahahas. jkjk.(:
Thanks for reading. and btw. for those using msn. beware of a virus going around. don't accept anything from ure fren who wants to send u a pic or something like that. DON'T ACCEPT! and it's not ure fren's fault. the virus autosend. just take carreees!!!!!
love ya all(:
~~CaRo~~

hais. with all my frens in church, i'm the only one stuck at home...grr. all watching SWORD EXCHANGE which so super rawks. grr. i wanna go watch to. but, my mum says i should be studying. grr. she's always like that. STUDY THIS STUDY THAT. when will all that stop?!!!! humph. now i can't go for my drum lessons. grr. does she know how much i like it? hmm. i think i'll try to fight for what i want. if there's anything i can't stop in my life. its these few things:
1. CHURCH
2. KFC HELPING
3. DRUM
4. PIANO
5. SOFTBALL
yeps. that's abt it. these are the things i love and won't ever wanna stop. if i ever do, i can't imagine what will happen. now, i'm still hoping my mum will change her mind and LET ME CONTINUE!!! i dunno what will happen if my heart breaks. probably, u'll see an emo or someone who's angry everyday. no more that cute ole me...):
I'm now alone in the house. so bored. i'm supposed to do my work. grr. WORK AGAIN...
~~CaRo~~

ok. gimme time to think wad i did on wed...hmm...oh!i went to skool for ndp celebration which was quite nice the marching part and then there was tree planting ceremony which i so lame...then i went to shps with stephie and saw Iryan, zi xuan and others frm shss. then i saw potato aka khang siang and also Bennett Choy who was supposed to go back w me...potato nvr change at all lor. stil look the same. we go find mr soong and saw him in class 6/9. pity them, half day still must stay back do some test paper. JIAYOUS PRI SIXERS.DO WELL 6/10(: while mr soong talking to the class, me and potato doin pumping lor. stupid sia. i was doing guy pumping la!!! and i went back home after awhile and finally stepped out of the house with my mum and bro. guess where we were heading? We were going to takashimaya there to eat....*drum roll* SASHIMI!!!wahahas. i'm sure all of u are jealous...am i rite? hahas. we ate at sushi tei. i tell u all sashimi lovers. go there to have good sashimi that's not too expensive. i ate the sashimi salad which rocked big time...and it only costs 8 dollars!!! how cheap is that?! hahas.
then we went to the basement and bought some lovely muffins. i bought double choc ones....how cool is that? hahas. and then we went to kinokuniya and bought 2 music books- high school musical and phantom of the opera, and also a story book called goodnight Tom. its not bad....quite nice a book. then we went to downtown for my nephew's bithday. one year old only...there was buffet and then a cake. quite boring though and i fell asleep on the bed and left at around 10 plus 11...so late la. i so tired.
the next day. in the morning we went to my aunt's friend's house at simei changi rise. i went to gym while the rest went to swim. did some runnin and cycling...hope i cut some weight at least....hahas
and then. i changed to my RED SHIRT and got ready for the National Day Parade!!! wee. we were a little late but i enjoyed it so much!!! i shall post the pictures when i'm free...and when will that be???. hais. so busy nowadays.but the ndp had too many things going on at the same time i couldn't focus. i reached home very late lor. hahas.
and today...
i woke up. did work. and at lunch time i went paya lebar to study w josh. he was late lor...i ate chicken rice and after a long long time. he finally came. and when he came, he found out his laptop no batt and was quite angry w himself...hahas. then he slept like a pig the whole time. i was so tempted to take his pic sleeping. wahahas. so mean eh? hahas. then we stayed until like 5 plus lor...he go cut hair at braddell w andrew da banana man...
and i went to cut my hair!!! dunno if i should be happy or sad lor...hahas. okays. that's all. see my hair soon!!! tata.

Heys everyone.
Today was just a usual day..nth much. but oh well. what can happen in my life? just the upcoming tests and exam...gosh. tiring me out. i'm going crazy....zzz.
Btw, 1Dians look here.
let me just give a tentative proposal on the chalet...

Chalet: Aranda Country Club
Cost: each person abt $8.50

First day
-Put bags at someone's house(must live in pasir ris)
-Go escape theme park
-eat lunch
-4 ppl go take the bags to check in chalet(most prob me, belle, glen and another guy)
others go back escape.
-go arcade/chalet
-dinner at downtown east
-NIGHT GAMES!!!

2nd day
-go pasir ris park play e.g. obstacles/ amazing race(thanks josh for the idea xD)
-lunch
-games IN the chalet
-BBQ!!! (:

3rd day
-check out in the morning.
-BYE!!!

Things to bring:
-towel
-necessities
-sleeping bag
-2-3 sets of clothes(including class tee)
-toiletries

one dians pls tell me who would like to bring what food. ask ure parents to volunteer. all parents will be invited to the bbq including teachers.(:

the food:
satay
fishball
crabstick
marshmallow
chicken
meat
corn
sweet potato
bee hoon
salad(fruit and vegetables)
fish

pls do ask ure parents if they can help or everyone will have to start paying more again...

People-in-charge:
Me(Carolyn)
Belle
Meiying
Glen
Jian You

Look for these ppl if there's any queries. btw, there's gonna be a letter for ure parents to sign.

Date: most prob late oct or early nov

Thanks 1D (:

now back to my boring day. I finished school then went to play softball with the guys for like 45mins. i had to bear with all the teases just to play the game i like....
then went paya lebar meet josh at coffee bean. studied the whole way. learnt the gradient thingys and yeah. then called ian if he wanted come out eat dinner then he got project to do...hais. hardworking guy(: then studied again until 7.15 lydat then go buy dinner. then go home...zzz...
i better go do my science project which no one but me is doing. be a good girl. hahas. S.I. UNITS?! gosh .(:
~~CaRo~~

this is so gonna be a long long post...

yesterday i had napfa in the morning. woke up at this super early time---5.45 am!!!
its like earlier than skool days...gosh. so tired. took 31 and stopped outside vjc. it toook me like dunnno how long to walk to the place la...my first time sumore. end up i found that there's a shorter way...zzz diaos. hahas. like abt 100 m before the place we were supposed to gather...i saw a sea of white ppl. so cool. all anglican! (: hahas. then soon. they started the run. sec 2 guys first. was told that top 3 guy runners were frm ncc! surprising. thot it would be bball...hahas.then went the sec 2 girls and sec 1 boys.

next was the SEC 1 GIRLS!!! i was like so jin zhang larhs...then there was the horn sound and i didn't even knew we could run... hahas. then, i was like stuck in the midle of the whole level of sec 1 girls...i almost got tripped by the person behind la....then i started listening to music trying very very hard to keep to the pace. so difficult but oh well my determination got me passing many ppl in front of me....hahas. and i at the last part. there was this bball girl very near me. everyone was like cheering for her to win me and when i saw her one step in front of me, i sprinted like mad ... and btw, this photographer from the school took a picture of my chionging face...gosh. so paiseh. and i then i didn't noe where the finishing line was and sprinted until this teacher opened his arms and held me to make me stop... hahas so funny.... then i got my number tag. i was 10. right then, i was so disappointed, i wanted to get top 5. but everybody told me top 10 is very good alr.... grr... i was just so angry w myself for not standing in front of the queue...i could have gotten top 5 of even no 1...grr. then i made a promise to myself.
THAT I MUST TRAIN MY RUNNING WELL AND GET ROP 5 NO MATTER WHAT. AND I MUST ALSO WIN MELODY.( sorry but she just my goal to win. not that i hate her or anything but i'm just setting a target...)
then i went tampines mall w pearlyn do project and then whitesands to eat lunch....then i went home....
soon after i had a quick bath, i had to go church... i tried to memorise my verse and actually, i'm quite proud of myself for being able to memorise qute well in like 3 days i think. it was really hard work! i'm so proud of myself...hahas. btw, the sword exchange was so fun la. i managed to score 10 points for my cell. hahas. but we the HAPPY OOSHIES lost anyways...we were against HAPPY LALAS and CIRCLE OF LOVE. cirle of love are like very good la...hais. but it was so fun hahas! (: then at like 8 plus i went to the restaurant to eat dinner. was so full but the food was yummy! thank god for giving me such nice food! (:

today was the horrible day. let's start w the morning. i went to kfc which made me so happy. oh. and everyone was talking abt going the Festival Of Praise(FOP) and i decided to ask my parents if i can go. i asked on fri if i could go but was not allowed but today was the last day so i wanted to give it a shot... durin worship, the songs were so cute. and good job to aunty evelyn who led the worship! (: i was singing on the mike and was like trying to hear myself but couldn't. xD other than that, my whole heart was into the song. i could see that my bro and coux were quite amused by aaron who was praying ... hahas. i must say aaron was really into it. hahas. then after service and class with my p2 boys, i went to ask my mom and she was like..no. I felt so disappointed. gosh.
then when we went home, i was angry for alot of things and soon i got a scolding. my mum doesn't allow me to go out late la. i was so angry cause its not like i'm going out to play. i'm just going to out to worship.i really wanted to go lor....then they say i'm too young. they say all these is for my own good. EVERYTHING IS FOR MY OWN GOOD! i was like...nonsense. hais. they say i must understand but first, do they understand me?! NO . THEY DON'T. that's why i'm so pissed off. there's alot of things i'm angry at. but there's too many so i shan't post them all out. gosh. i really love being with my church frens worshiping God like never before at this very event. their parents all alloww them to go except me. some ppl are even going two time la! hais. it's just no fair. i noe i'm childish to say this but, really. i need god at this moment to give me understanding. i noe its wrong to hate my parent's so ppl please cover me in prayer yeah? that i may calm down and not get too upset and that i may forgive my parents. (: that's all i guess.

Today, i was almost late. luckily there wasn't anyone at the gate cause it's thursday....no counsillors..hehes. then, uh-oh. geog test...in the end i felt it was quite okay...should be able to pass...hahas. after school i went to junction 8 with pearlyn and theresa...wee. i love these thursdays...and we ate hor fan for lunch. me and pearlyn bought a lollipop each and a cup of YAMI yoghurt. i advise all who are ice-cream lovers to go try this. it tastes like ice cream but it's low fat and peachie is the best flavour. hahas.a good recommendation. lolz. then, we waited outside breadtalk for jeremy and then went to MOELC together. French was just as usual...nth much. and then after french i went home taking theresa's car to simei mrt station. THANKS THERESA! i sprained both my ankle now...wonder how i'm gonna do my shuttle run and 2.4km run on sat... gosh. i'm worried now. i love running man...okays. i shall stop my blabbering and go do my letter writing abt a new CCA and also my pile of homework just waiting for me to do...(:
~~CaRo~~

Woo. today i studied out with Joshua at Paya lebar. guess what. that was my first time. gosh. that place is not bad. but. i only stayed for like 35 mins?! Lolz?! al because of my skool lahs...end so late. but it was fun. hahas. tomorrow there's geog test and i'm still not studying. will i pass? i must pass or my softball teacher in charge and my mum will get calls from that GREAT teacher called....MS WONG! lemme tell u how interesting she is. she comes into the class and reads everything out from her ppt...how interesting...gosh. can't she use a different method to teach?! oh well... better go study or else...

~~CaRo~~

Your Inner Color is Orange

Your Personality: A total daredevil, you'll try any thrill. You're easily bored and you prefer to be on the go. You in Love: You see love as an adventure, and you find most men dull. You need someone who challenges you! Your Career: Your ideal job is flexible, fun, and maybe a little dangerous. You have the makings of a private investigator or extreme athlete.

HAH! see that? i can be an EXTREME ATHELETE! wahahas(:

You Are a Drama Queen (or King)

And the oscar goes to... you! You're all about overreacting and just plain acting. You see the world as your stage, and give a great performance. And while you're friends may find you entertaining at times... Everyone's secretly hoping that you'll just chill a little. (But they'd never tell you - they fear your wrath!)

Me? a drama queen? hahas. nth to say. maybe....

You Are a Daisy

You see the world with an artist's eye. Finding beauty is easy for you - even in the dullest of moments. You notice all of the colors of the world, from fresh grass to sunsets. You are a total optimist and hedonist. You love to drink life in.

a daisy..how cute. OH well. dun wanna do anymore till next time. this may tell u more abt me...hahas(:

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP)

Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal. Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all menYou are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.