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Friday, November 30, 2007

I HATE BLOGGER SOMETIMES.
i can't seem to post pictures faster.
i actually have so many pics i wanna post but since it takes so long
i decided NOT to
i'm so sad.
hahas
i wanna post those pics.
there were so many.
hahas.
going to go to this cat and dog place later.
yays
so fun.
hahas.
tata.

writtern @11:19 AM

sorry((:

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

so many things happened in the past few days. i haven't had time to post. i'll post using PICTURES the next time i come back. show u what has been happening((:
gotta go((:
some other time.
Ferrari((:

writtern @9:30 AM

yays

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

YES!

i got my new phone. i'm so happy. just in time for my softball camp.

went out ytd after tuition with amanda, aunty eunice, mum and bro.

we went to vivo and walked the whole of level two and level three.
pro rights? was so tired
hahas.
our aim?
TO FIND A LINE FOR MY NEW PHONE.
hahas
saw M1 first. thought it was not bad.
walk walk walk
next, Starhub, the most horrible one.
walk walk walk
third, saw singtel, GREAT. PERFECT.
and phone below dad's budget too! ((:
hahas. BUT
no stock. comes on wed
hahas so disappointed.
but. then we went to orchard taka to get the phone. hahas.
then yay
I GOT IT!!!
anyways

sat got stayover. i went till 11 then left with phildia, josh and chin. hahas
debated whether it should be "you should have came" or "you should have come"
i said it was "should have come"
josh say "should have came"
phildia say" should have come"
gab" no comment"
HAHAS.
so funny.
then walked to my block first.
then buh bye.
hahas
next morning.
woke at 6.57 am
called josh at 7.20
wanted to be alarm clock
in the end
they woke alr
sad
so pack pack. left at 6.45 buy breakfast then waited at bus stop for them.
waited till like 7.15!!!
guys are just guys.
how late.
hahas
they came zooming past me.
then we left and stopped. chin wanted to go shop and save. then me and josh waited there. thinking whether to wait for him or go church first.
rode me to shop and save then chin appeared. hahas
so funny.
then reached church quickly set up and started service.
service was great.the kfc 2.
i love sundays!!!!
I LOVE SUNDAYS!
then after church, stayed back in church with josh cause i couldn't make it for wed's COP prac.
stayed till 5 plus. by the time, was dark sky and thunder.
i took this dark blue umbrella from aunty evelyn and josh got a re and green checkered umbrella. then he asked to change i dun wan. until main gate.
end up what happened was IT RAINED HEAVILY STRAIGHT AWAY.
and i got TOTALLY DRENCHED.
grr. hahas. then went grandma's house eat chocolate fondue. yummy.
hmm
will be going for softball camp tomorrow. 3d2n camp.
god bless me and god bless you!((:
Ferrari((:

writtern @5:58 PM

dreariness

Saturday, November 17, 2007

i dunno.

i really can't stand them.
can't stand them to the point of HATE.
grr
why can't they just understand
God says OBEY them.
the bible says so
but
easier said then done.
it's soooooo unfair
what's wrong with them?
what's they're problem?
can't they just step into my shoes and understand my LIFE?
What i want , what i need.
they just don't understand.
it's not fair.
excuses excuses excuses.
that's all they have for me.
i hate it.

the past few days have been dreary,tired, stressing
i dunno
sori all for putting that long face last wed
i was just too stressed and tired.
i'm realy sorry guys.
i know you care((:

practices have been total SIANNESS.(or what ppl call...DREARINESS)
Softball practice i mean...

ytd. sort of got super irritated with my parents, then went into me room and cry.
cry till i slp.
i just don't understand them.

everything also dun let.grr.

nobody know's my life.
i wan to tell someone also cannot.
it sucks. it totally sucks.

Ferrari((:

writtern @2:08 PM

I have been tagged!
Instructions
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with; I have been tagged!

I have been tagged by Lynn Ng

FAVOURITES
Favourite Colour: pink
Food: ALOT
Favourite Movie: ALOT
Favourite Sport: don't have a favourite.(LOVE ALL)(esp softball ;)
Favourite Day: Saturday & Sunday
Favourite Season: autumn,winter
Favourite Ice-cream: chocolate fudge

CURRENTS
Current Mood: sianness
Current Clothes: boardshorts and yellow tee
Current Desktop: huh?
Current Time: 1135
Current Surroundings: music
Current Annoyances: my parents

FIRSTS
First Best Friend: Deborah (dunno what)
First Crush: Bryan something
First Movie: can't rmb
First Lie: dunno. can't rmb
First Music: dunno. can't rmbXD

LASTS
Last drink: milk
Last Car Ride: dunno
Last Crush: for me to know and you to find out
Last Phone Call: ytd
Last CD played: dunno

HAVE YOU EVER....?
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: yeah. sort of
Have you ever broken the law: jay walking
Have you ever been arrested: obviously not
Have you ever been on TV: nah
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: no....

RANDOM
5 things you are good at: everything(i'm carolyn you know...hahas)
4 things you've done today: breath,drink,eat,type
3 things you can hear right now: Music,wind,typing sounds

Lynn tagged me(:
Relationship: Great friend, great sister in Christ
5 impressions i have of her: crazy,huggable,funny,nonsensical,fun
Most memorable thing done for me:Hugged me
Most memorable words she has said to me: Smile((:
Most desirable thing I want to do for her now: i dunno hahas
My overall impression of her is:A GREAT FREN

MYSELF;
Characteristics i love about myself: Everything
Characteristics i hate about myself: everything
Most ideal person i want to be: ME(: and of course JESUS
A message for people who care for me and like me: i love you(:

finish.

writtern @11:28 AM

some thing

Saturday, November 10, 2007

1 friend you treasure:
-SARAH
2 names your friends call you:
-FERRARI(rocks)
-Caro((:
3 songs you’re into lately:
-Liang Shan Bo Yu Ju Li Ye
-Me Love
-I'm Not Ashamed
4 things you’ve just done:
-Breathe(lolz)
-use the com(lolz lolz)
-piano class(boring)
-read
-type(lolz lolz lolz)
5 of your favourite brands:
-NIKE(rocks)
-Levi's
-Sony Ericsson
-Nokia
-I.P Zone
6 things you yearn for this year:
-A LEAD ROLE IN A MUSICAL
-a fantastic HOLIDAY
-a closer relationship with God
-NICE christmas presents(hint hint)
-More CLOTHES
-a bag? (out of stuff that i want)
7 people who are most important to you:
-GOD
-SARAH
-Joshster
-Tingster
-Michelle
-Ian
-Aunty Evelyn

This whole thing is so stupid. hahas
i'm just bored.
don't wanna emo
it's not good.
bleaghs XD

Miss him.
Ferrari((:

writtern @1:26 PM

boo.

Friday, November 9, 2007

BOO.
I was just so sad today after training. dunno why?
could it be because of him?
or him? or him?
i dunno.
suddenly
i regretted EVERYTHING.
i'm just stupid.
for not knowing how to put thoughts from my head into my mouth.
i'm such a failure.
i wish i knew how to tell it properly.
at least those friendships i had with them would turn out OK.
it's either i stop my feelings or they stop theirs.
in the end.
it's all my fault.
i can't tell anyone my thoughts.
i just can't.
at least.
i know God's always there for me.
i'll put everything into his hands.
and pray he'll send someone who'll listen to me.
someone.whom i won't be afraid to share with.
someone who knows how to solve my problems.
someone.....

here i am.
take me.
as an offering.

you are worthy
you are worthy
worthy is the lord.

writtern @9:30 PM

photos

Monday, November 5, 2007

me and rachel

food at bbq

garlic bread

grp of us((:

my mum helping to bbq

my mum, aunty evelyn and aunty janey.

same ppl with a great shot. hahas

writtern @9:51 PM

great feeling

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BBTC!!!

so many things have passed.

class chalet can be called a WRECK.

oh well. i have nth to say.

anyways. let's just put the unhappy behind us yeah?

let's talk abt the happy stuff.

hahas.

Saturday started out with my piano class. i did great. anyways. that's not the main emphasis.
next i rushed to church for ANNOINTING SERVICE. Annointing service was great. the new sanctuary was cool. i've been into the new sanctuary but not having a SERVICE in the sanctuary. it was my first time seeing those stuff they did at an annointing service...then we went to our separate places. me, josh, gab, jasmine, hweiyen, glen and aaron went to hall 2. all the teachers and some ppl were there including aunty evelyna and aunty jacq. we prayed and were annointed. it was so cool. annointed by frankinscense. hahas. first time. ((: then me, josh, hweiyen and glen went to the instruments because we were in kfc worship team. while jas, gab and aaron went to pray for PA.

we prayed for each of our own instrument and it's players and the users of hall 2. then Josh's father prayed for us and then annointed us yet again. it was very cool. ((:

then we went down wanting to eat only to find no more food left for us. hahas. even the fruit punch was gone. boo. so end up we decided to leave for parkway. the four of us- glen, josh, aaron and i. we went to parkway and there was so many things...so many ppl. so crowded. we rushed to get the $7 jacket but in the end....it was only for females. HAHAS. so funny... josh was so disappointed. i was thinking whether to buy it or not...$7 only leh....... but end up change my mind. nvr buy...hahas. we walked around.... then went to burger king....we were so hungry la...or. let me correct. I was so hungry. hahas. we bought our food and then soon Peggy came. then guess what. we started playing with our fries. we started throwing them up and catching them with our mouths. it was super fun. but soon, ppl started looking at us....hahas. but we sort of continued till the floor had so many fries on it...oh well. we went to the pasar malam for a teenie little while, heard the song I Will Follow Him. haahs. then went back to Parkway. oh. then to sum it up. aaron bought this nike shirt which say "one swoosh is better than 3______." understand? it means nike is better than adidas. how can it be? go figure. and then the three guys bought this 6 buck green t-shirt each. oh whatever. ahahs. i could have bought one too. oh well. sad.

then we walked around and then left cause there was sound check in church, remained in church playing bridge for awhile then left for steamboat. steamboat was GRRRREAT. and delicious. stayed till very late.

Sunday.
i woke up super early to reach church at 8 with mum. why? to help do balloons stuff. hahas. i was the person holding those helium balloons. hahas. then at 9 plus went to the sanctuary to sit with the kids as anniversary service was starting soon. then i got a call frm amanda that her family was coming so i went to pick them up. and went back to the kids. service was great. so was the talks. oh. then came the best moment. KFC was presenting 'I WILL FOLLOW HIM' we were so cool. but there was a lil glitch. nevertheless, it was great. and the mellowgreen and rest of the ministries presented GRRREAT too. praise the Lord. the whole service was great followed by some very great buffet. hahas. we walked everywhere for a short queue, found one and went to room 23 to eat. it was so quiet there. then all kfc youths took a pic and then tata. i went down to help sell prayer cards... then went home. then i slept like some piggg. zzzzzzz. hahas. then went to eat dinner and then went for CBTL!!!!

anyways.i must say i felt this thing happen to me. I felt that i was really i mean....i had this indescribable feeling during Come Bless The Lord(CBTL). the whole time. it was just amazing. i mean i have never felt this way worshiping the Lord. is this what they call a connection? hahas. it was so enjoyable. something like RADICAL. but this feeling was BETTER. i totally cried when singing this song...i can't rmb. anyways. many ppl cried in the whole service. Natalie cried, I cried, i think glen cried, Josh cried. hahas. so many. but it was a good thing. i mean. the lord was there with us. i felt it. yes i did. i felt God's presence. it was so....so.....can't describe it. oh mannn. i can't wait for the next one.

then i went home and sleep. hahas.

tomorrow's 6/10 gathering is cancelled how sad...hahas.but then again. it's POSTPONED. so there'll be another chance. and then. there's JAMMING tomorrow.how fun. hahas. that's all.

God bless
Ferrari((:

Amazing love. how can it be.
That you my King would die for me.
Amazing love. i know it's true.
and it's my joy to offer you.
in all i do.
i honour you.

writtern @8:31 PM