woah
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
hello. woah. long time since i posted.
i really have no idea why i'm posting
probably need to vent off my anger or something.
it's weird how you find God has so many plans for you, and suddenly you just find everything crashes down on you.
let's just start with the sweet yeah?
k i love being with the kids in KFC. it just makes me forget all my troubles and worries.
you see the kids wanting to learn, and those that don't, they just get influenced by you!
it's just so heartening.
i can't ever describe it, seriously.
you've got to try it for yourself.
you not only see the change in them wk by wk, you see yourself being used for God's kingdom!
after all, children are really important in God's eyes.
i guess i'm done with the p3 girls, going over to be with the p1 boys.
i believe, in the past year and few months, the girls have looked up to me as a role model and sister.
someone they can follow and someone they love.
hearing them greet it just like a melody being sung. i'm being all sensationaly but okay, haha enough of that.
i have a little boy in my class now. nathaniel. he's dyslexic.
i just found out a way for him learn!
i brought him out of class last sunday, and taught him his memory verse slowly.
through actions and all.
and a little sweet. haha
but he enjoyed it. i'm glad. :D
oh yeah and i joined the worship team too.
trust God will help me grow through this whole experience!
what else.
oh yes, i'm in the cross-country team.
not bad
4.1 km my timing was 23.06.16 mins. i think haha
position 125 over 275 i think
ahh. i'm proud of myself
hahah
praise God. he helped me through!
oh yeah, and
i've just joined the school worship team.
band i/c.
can't wait for what's gonna come.
haha
i think there's more to thank God for. but i just forgot. haha
k for the sour part.
hmm. things can't be said much here.
it's public after all.
but easier to type than to write in a diary, so i'm just gonna babble abit.
i'm really sick of what's been happening.
i feel like giving up everything sometimes.
i feel like i'm stuck in the mud halfway
i can't sink anymore, neither can i come out of it.
troubles just keep pouring one by one.
and the worse thing is. i can't share with anyone
i long for love. i long for someone to tell me it's okay, and to give me a hug, and stay by my side no matter what.
yes, i know God's there for me. and i feel it.
but there are times, i just can't help it.
i'd cry in my room, i'd cry in my heart.
it totally hurts.
and yes, i do know God can help me.
i'm desperately praying.
anyone there, to just let me lean my shoulder on? to cry on? to hug me and tell me it's alright?
oh well. God, hear me. i'm desperate. crying for your help. crying for your love to overwhelm me.
for you to strengthen me and not let the devil get to me. please oh God, i love you.
k enough of those.
oh well.
life's been tiring.
school just tires me out
once again i've to trust in God's strength.
sec3 life is crazy.
did well for ca1.
don't think i'd do well for sa1 though
i'm not gonna get retained
NO i'm not.
oh well.
birthday's coming.
i'm supposed to be real excited.
i'm not though.
not that excited.
my mum's real nice. gave me money to buy dresses.
bought two from max and more. which was cheap BUT. my mum didn't like them.
say out of fashion. HAHAHA. and say look like ah huay. whatever that is. doesn't sound nice
SO the next day she forced me to go shopping with her.
bought a really nice dress from billabong.
EX LEH. but whatever la. she wanna buy one. HAHA
so yeah.
go rachel chua ai jia. must win Campus superstar!
haha
oh yeah i was on tv. haha
here's the link
oh yeah sybim went great,
my group was fedex. and we won. haha
though it's not about winning.
oh well. it was fun. haha
k luh. i'm tired.
tomorrow got running trng
i'm tryiing to slim down.
see you all!
:D
Ferrari((:
