aaron's birthday
Friday, April 17, 2009
CIRCUMSTANCES DO NOT DETERMINE MY FUTURE. (getting this into my head.)
yes indeed i'm posting more
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON UNCLE:D (today)
oh and GREG(tmr)!
today.
went school without tied hair only to find SHOP cancelled haha.
and then today got like 3 test consecutively. one after the other.
gonna fail physics and ss luh.
hopefully do well in ENG.
argh.
stress. about two wks more till mid years.
got study plan.
must make it work.
stress la.
gonna start sleeping earlier than usual. i hope.
oh then after school went home, take jacket then met jon at mrt.
go orchard. find josh. gave him a shock.
walk around.
go orchard cine.
wait for aaron and wenting.
and yeah.
haha
bought KNOWING tickets.
aww josh couldn't watch. (MAYBE i go with you another time luh ok? haha)
oh yes. before that. we took NEOPRINTS haha.
super funny.
they dunno how to pose one.
jon's like. uh, ok, whatever.
then wenting's like trying to find new pose.
then aaron is like amused i think. haha
then josh got all the funny faces. just him. HAHA.
and i was the best. haha. i was laughing thru out.
HAHAH
k.
then go rush for KNOWING. which was pretty cool.
talking about the end.
probably a christian producer/director/scriptwriter. i dunno la. LOL.
haha
scary though. bah.
me and wenting whole time grab jackets to cover eyes.
haha
advice. guys, bring your partner to watch. HAHA. inside joke. lol
then after that go city hall meet clara, bryan and ian.
then go makan sutra eat.
i didn't eat anything thought. no appetite.
left the group to walk at the marina bay there.
walk walk. listen music. star gaze. watch ships.
then went back. then left again.
go walk walk. buy cup corn. watch music group perform. then go back.
yes, i was not myself i guess. not the noisy, whiny, irritating me.
i started thinking of many random stuffs.
me, and all the failed or neglected relationships i've had.
all the useless, time-wasting things i've done.
all the stubborness i have, not wanting to listen.
how i make stupid decisions.
how i never actually trusted in the Lord at times, though it was evident He was there for me.
how i should just not get so attached.
past memories of me and other ppl.
oh yes, dear hexian kor.
i'm so sorry i've never really been talking to you.
sorry i'm busy.
sorry it seemed i never cared how you were.
sorry i just neglected you.
you're my kor, i love you always.
just walking around at marina, reminds of the last time i went out with you.
thanks kor!
argh. one example. i'm sorry all. those whom i've neglected.
my mind has just been too focused on one thing.
what does being liked by everyone matter anymore.
plastic world out there.
everyone fighting for survival, acceptance.
who can i trust.
no one.
except God, that is.
k sorry. i'm just spouting random things.
that are going through my mind.
oh well, tough times. prayer is important.
i'm just tired. tired of what life on this earth can bring.
oh i long to be with my Father in heaven.
but still, must fulfill my duty here.
gah.
sorry for making you all read this.
well, just something i use to spill out.
:D don't worry about me.
i'm fine.
Ferrari(:
