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thank god for holidays

Friday, May 30, 2008

i thank God for holidays.
i just feel so squashed up.
i dunno what i'm doing anymore
i dun feel like doing anything
i dun feel like talking to anybody.
i dun feel like seeing anybody
i just wanna crawl into my bed
and forget abt everything
yes i'm crying and that's the best i can do.
Ferrari((:

writtern @10:04 PM

thanks kor

thanks kor for pei-ing me to movies though u watched it.
hahas.
i watched NARNIA prince of caspian today at downtown
NICE,
kk.
i not in the mood to blog
tata.
Ferrari((;

writtern @7:34 PM

i dun like this feeling

danielle should know how i'm feeling
LOLS.
confused.
really confused.
scared?? maybe a lil
i dun like it
no i dun like it.
it's just UNCOMFORTABLE
i feel trapped.
i wish i can just forget abt it like how danielle tells me
but i tried.
and i'm just falling back in to the trap
it's as thought it has arms that wrapped around me.
i can't let go.
it just pulls me whenever i try.
oh well.
should i just go along with it?
Ferrari((;

writtern @7:30 PM

danielle u know what i mean

Thursday, May 29, 2008

FAJAR
NANYANG GIRLS
RIVERVALE
and
another school hahahas
here we come!!
we'll get thru this round!!!
yays.
Ferrari((:

writtern @11:09 PM

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

happy 2months anniversary kor kor!!
hahas. lol.
haven't been posting cause busy la.
recap of what has been happening...
after 19 of mayy... still have school so...
everything still so so la.
then fri receive report book.
lousy scores la
postition....
i think dun need to say.
my class is currently the worse in whole sec 2 lo
last saturday....
morning i went to gym. met glen LIM. very funny la he hahas.
then after that went to eat lunch with mum, bro and uncle.
then went for community service. give food to old ppl
soon reallised not enough time to go back home change
so i went straight there
bought burger king
went to meet them
then the ZONE!!!
by hillsong
not bad la
hahas.
had great time of worship,
reached home at 11.30
SO LATEE
hahas.
then next morning wake up at 7 i think
reached church at 7.45am
nobody in church yet
then started got ppl
hahas.
had briefing
then we had our grps.
i was taking GRP 2!!!!
then we got to know the kids and then up the bus.
grp 1,2 and 3 take same bus
so leader of grp 1 was jeanette
then grp3 is wenting hahahsi
i think i dun wanna talk so much
hahas
overall very fun
rain,stop,rain,stop...
then my grp cheer is...
O-L-Y-M-P-I-C
grp 2 grp 2
WIN GRP 3
1-2-3
come on.come on.
we'll win this olympics
grp 2 grp 2 grp 2 grp 2!
come on come on we'll win this olympics
GRP 2 GRP 2 GRP 2 GRP2!!!
hahas
that's all
then holidayss....
nth much la
ytd and today then
lol.
ytd i woke up late
gym start at 9 i woke at 9.30 HAHAHS
then i went to school told them say leg injured
then waited for them to finish cause thought got rehearsal
THEN THAT JEREMY ONLY USED 5 MINS LAAA
kk.
i went home to get soccer ball to lend the guys
hahas. super funny to see them play la
lol
then go canteen with hejun
met kor kor. then went to 85 to eat with all the softball guys.
so paiseh la
all guys.
kk,
got
hexian
hejun
jeremy
roy
ken
kenneth
hongjun
kai en(i think)

then shuyi was there la!! LOL
kk. then after eating they alll wan zao then left me and hejun
then suddenly sk appeared LOLLLLLL
kk. nvm... then today i went zoo for math and science trail.
so itchy cause of mozzzies
and hot cause of the syb
and stinky cause of the animals
hahas,
grpedwith fabian, weiqi and desmond.
slackers la
i now no time to talk abt it. so yeah
then went back school met kor kor and go eat lunch at 85 again hahas.
then went home
FINALLY DONE WITH THIS POST!!
tomorrow lynn's birthday!!!
PARTYYYYY!! hahas
kk
Godbless
Ferrari((:

writtern @9:47 PM

Monday, May 19, 2008

SPEED RACER ROCKS!!!!

racer x!! very cool la

GO SPEED RACER GO!!!

TAEJO... ((:

watched speed racer today with kor kor.
super super nice la!!!
kept me on my toes...
so exciting.
but as i have told joshhh
i'm BETTER. and
FASTER hahas.
after all, i am... FERRARI. hahhas
today josh and rick when to watch iron man. hahas
sorta met them.
then went dinnering with kor and left with rick rick. hahas.
i had lots of fun
THANKS KOR FOR THE TREAT.
actually treat me alot of stuffs liaos. hahas
hahas. kk. that's all. btw i lost to the whole competition with kor hahas.
TRNG RESUMESS argh.
God bless
Ferrari((;

writtern @10:10 PM

bad results

Friday, May 16, 2008

okay. results not good.
dun wanna say anymore alr.
no no no....
it's super not good.
dun ask me.
Ferrari((:

writtern @12:16 PM

lame la

Thursday, May 15, 2008

hahas. alright...
i'm like posting for the sake of posting la!! hahas
kk.
i'm hooked onto xin li you shu... cause bestfren keep singing it. clever la. hahas
it's being played on my com even now!! arhhh
hahas
kk. and today was a terrible day.
there was absolutely nth to do!!
i slept alot of times... hahas
and 2L ppl are so funny LOL.
nvm. shan't elaborate HAHAS.
lol
kk. i maybe posting at 12 hahas.((:
too bad kor!
i so clever la hahas.
speed racer... I'M COMING!!! (kor treating me)
kk. i dunno what i'm gonna do now with kor kor not online and bestfren too. LOL
Ferrari((:

writtern @9:50 PM

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

lalalas.
today was seriously a slacking day.
whole day nth to do la!!!
seriouslyyyyyy
i'm gonna go crazy if we do this everyday!!
NO PE somemore...
so sad
oh and i dunno if we're marked as truancy leh.
the relief teacher said that me and some other ppl marked as truancy and she's gonna give the names to Mrs Hudd but i think Mrs Hudd very nice will listen to our explanation and not give us 3 demerits la... which means 9 green forms WOW. lol that's many la. hahas
kk. i'm going to watch videos on youtube hahas. so funny la. credits to bestfren.
Ferrari((:

writtern @11:38 PM

GDOP and JOSH birthday dinner

kk. today i posted photos. first few are from Global Day Of Prayer. there're actually more but i'll get it soon and post them hahas.
then after that, the pictures were taken today. me, weishan, becca, chelsea and meiying went to marina square after exam and watched What Happens In Vegas.
then after that, the next few pictures are about today's dinner buffet at Carlton hotel. the food was great and delicious and fresh. GLEN DUN EAT OYSTER!!! hahas.
i had a great day today. what a great day to end my MOYS hahas.
i'm super happy. hahas

Children's GDOP

the children writing down what God has spoken or shown them

josh teaching mathieu

joshua LEE writing/
drawing patiently

william sharing his thoughts

joshua PANG...(tsk tsk)

hardworkingly writing

cheryl showing hers

facilitators of red circle!! (GDOP 2nd session)
me and Josh

marina square

shan being a child again

me and becca with the nice plush toys

Carlton Hotel. Josh's birthday cele.

Carlton Hotel buffet FANTASTIC!

another picture hahas.

tiny josh is eating the huge durian!!

durian was great!!! so nice smelling eh glen?
hahas

i HAD LOTS OF FUN!!! thanks bestfren for inviting me ((: THANKS
Ferrari((:

writtern @12:10 AM

HAPPY BIRTDAY JOSHIE

Monday, May 12, 2008

ahhh!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA POH aka JOSHSTER aka my BESTFREN!!
it's his 18th birthday!
u get to watch new shows.
u better quick get driving license and fetch me around! hahas (jk la)
thanks for being my bestfren and share things with me, talk to me and teach me! hahas
i treasure all those moments.
i believe that we'll have more moments of joy and fun in the next 365 days of your 18th year!
God bless ya best fren
love,
Ferrari((:

hahas. it's (or was) my bestfren's birthday.
happy for him la.hahas
18 leh...
which reminds me. i can't even watch nc16 shows.)):
hahas but it's okay.
i'll be happy being fourteen and not glum abt it hahas.
yesterday was Global Day Of Prayer
i had lots lots lots of fun serving. anyways. lets start from the front shall we?
early in the morning, i woke up to bathe and decided to bring my work to church.
so with my parents and bro, i left for church. then talked to SYRENS and then worship soon started.
worship was fun with ARISE. hahas. the actions are cute!
oh then it was class time.
oh well.i decided to not go for class time to study.
so i first went to the ISD area to study. Gabriel was explaining to me abt the intelligent lights(which are intelligent!) HAHAS.
then i moved place to study. went to the night safari room(SYRENS room) with josh.
i was studying my science while he was there providing music hahas.
that when i got hooked to the song...xin li you shu. cause he kept singing it! ARGH.
then we stayed there till abt 12.30 then glen came and we rushed away. by the time we left church it was 12.45 and we had to wait for taxi. we didn't get to buy mac cause no time. needed to reach indoor stadium by 1.
we were lost for awhile cause we didn't know how to get in, then we finally saw aunty Evelyn, our angel!! hahas
oh well we got to go in the place with the pass and then we saw the whole grp of them! yay.
me, josh and glen then went to 7 eleven get out lunch. we ate cupnoodles...
IN THE TOILET which was kinda fun actually. the toilet was clean anyway what. then we were briefed and i started getting nervous cause i scared i partner with some facilitator i dunno. then i was like squeezing josh hand very tight(what i always do before exam or whatsoever. hope your hand wasn't pain josh?)
then...."carolyn chan and... GLEN CHAN!"
i started to laugh la!
yay.
i could be with glen! hahas
we were at first abit blur. then we started to get the hang of it. and woopsie doo! it was fun!
then we rush back to the changing room to eat.
jasmine boh is SOOOOO joke! hahas
there were alot of ppl eating in the toilet and she went to off the lights!!! hahas so funny luh!!
oh well. she took alot of pictures. some unglam ones. hahas
i wan those pictures!! hahas.
yupps yupps then 2nd round...
there comes that nervousness again.... ahh!
and in the end... Joshua Poh and Carolyn Chan!!
LOL
two of us laughed la!
i didn't expect it hahas. so scary!! lol
end up....
there were mathieu, timothy, joshua pang and cheryl under us from bbtc and another 5 more from paya lebar methodist church. we once again had lots of fun!
i was super tired. then after the session, we left abit early. thanks aunt rose for helping us! ((:
i loved it la. wheni get the photos i shall post them (; right now... i shall go do my math and prepare for tomorrow's last paper!!!!YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
Ferrari((:

i have nth to fear
cause my Jesus is near
all the devils that comes my way
i say "out out out!" in Jesus' name

writtern @10:27 PM

being random

Friday, May 9, 2008

Seoul Gardens!! (with joshster and glenster)

GLEN! hahas.

busy eating the food

SO MUCH FOOD

the five

lollipops

toilet hahas

China Trip

human pyramid

i dunno why i post this

levi's

nice? lol. i had to put lip gloss

Drama presentation

me and rachael (lead from tsunami grp)

me and huizhen are the girls
jacinth acting as guy

i dun like what i'm wearing

bimbo

competition

me and angeline hahas
opponent's school toilet

just being random with photos....

argh. i dunno what's wrong with me
both physically and emotionally unwell
haish.
Ferrari((:

writtern @10:42 PM

the papers were seriously hard.
i think i'm gonna flunk them )):

lols.
today. kena pangsehed by chelsea and rebecca. they clever. LOL
so i went to tm to wait for josh while kor pei me for awhile until i see him so tired den heart pain so ask him go back home slp lor hahas.
i was so tired standing to wait for josh la!!
LOL
then finally
he came and we walked to coffee bean.
and met joseph there.
RI sec1s uses our sec2 txtbook for math!!
AHH. scary.
hahas.
anyways,
joseph stayed there till abt 5 and then he needed to go downtown. so i stayed there lor.
with josh till abt 6 then left.
josh has a green and white checkered jacket. tkgsians will love it.
hahas
from japan
apparently bought byhis parents.
super funny and he took a pic of me wearing!!
AHH.
lol
Ferrari((:

writtern @9:51 PM

got slapped

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

I GOT SLAPPED BY THAT PANDA TODAY.
how dare he.
hahas
my class is fun i so agree.
everyday sure laugh like crazy!!
just today.... let's see
we were in com lab and we watched the mistakes of the footballers?
THUS we were laughing like mad hahas.
super funny.
and ppl like FABIAN who's simply blur and nonsensical just either makes ppl irritated or go crazy laughing
and then.. there's YANGWEI and MENGHOWE who both coincidentally are in scouts and both have GREAT imagination like going to assasinate someone or something like that...-.-
and then there's that PANDA DESMOND who seriously have a funny funny laughter and laughs whenever yangwei laughs at him LOLLL
oh and then there's... SHENGHUI
who is Fabian's partner in being spastic
adding ZHEKAI
who always have nth better to do hahas.
anyways. there's still more. super funn

today...
went out to study with josh and ting.
but ting only came awhile la!!
LOL
funnnnyyy
we laughed at josh for...*ahem* SHOULD I SAY?
better not
and we thought of taking a pic of josh and then photoshop his pic to become bald then we can see how he look like when he goes ns HAHAHA
but then he said he was gonnna do the same to us if we did that so we scared alr HAHAS.
oh well. FUNNNNN((:
ferrari((:

---------------------------------------------
times when i think this would end.
the pain just doesn't mend.
it just wouldn't stop
i'm trying with all my might.
forget it all carolyn
bleagh :x

writtern @11:27 PM

talking on the phone...

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

lol. nth has happened much now adays...
just realising i keep going to airport to eat or study ahhas.
the past few days just keep studying and studying.
but i dunno if it's of help at all
I DUN KNOW WHAT I DUN KNOW
(understand? i dun think so)
hahas. the previous night talked to josh like from 11 or 10 plus all the way to 4 plus la!! hahas
like more than 5 hours...
it was fun((:
so long.... hahas
and ahh. actually i have nth to post. just ocming for fun LOL
kkk, this friday... EXAN argh.
kk
gotta go slp
chased by hexian kor ahhas
Ferrari((:

writtern @10:42 PM

random

Sunday, May 4, 2008

kk.
being random just like hexian kor.
just take note
there's a softball girls blog
http://www.softball-alert.blogspot.com
hahas
made my the juniors. LOL
publicizing it to the softball girls((:
i should be slping. bye((:
Ferrari((:

writtern @3:58 AM

tagged again

Friday, May 2, 2008

Tagged.(by lynn)

1. What will I be most focused on most of the time?
talking, drums, softball
2. What do you want the most now?
memories wiped
3. Who is the person you trust the most?
God
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Depends confidence in what wad...-.-
5.If you have a dream to come true, what will it be?
Forever happy.
6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
erm. HUH?
7. What is your goal for this year?
seriously.... no goal.):
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
erm. yes.
9. What feeling do you like the most?
Happiness(blissfulness)
10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
i've learnt. so my requirements are gonna be from my mistakes.
-christian
-funny
-lighthearted
-caring
-loves me alot
-talented
-looks good
11. What feeling do you hate the most?
Hatred, Jealousy.
12.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes. obviously
13.Do you believe God?
YES.
14.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God, frens and family
15.Who do you hope to be always there for you?
God(dun need to hope cause he WILL be there), frens
16.Who is your best friend?
other than Jesus....JOSHSTER
17.Who cares for you the most?
God. other than God actualy alot la.
Hexian Kor kor,
Joshster bestfren,
Ian kor etc.
18.Do you think " LOVE " is stupid?
how can it be? God created LOVE.
19.Who do I hate the most now?
don't hate anyone the most.
20. Which question should I remove?
-.-

Randomly remove one question from above, and add in your own question, make it a total of 20 questions.Tag 8 people in your list , list them out at the end of this post.Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged and whoever does the tag will have blessings from all people.
don't worry. i don't have so much time.

writtern @11:56 PM

mye coming

Thursday, May 1, 2008

argh. i feel the urgency ALREADY. like FINALLY i feel scared for exams... hahas
but oh well. when there's ppl supporting you.... you dun really feel that stressed anymore. hahas.
my days are passing quite quickly...
everytime i see him it's super super superrrr weird. LOL.
dunno what to say...
argh. anyways...
today gonna go out to airport to study soon. with rick, huijie and i think natalie. LOL.
liau wenting not going. HUMPH.
it's been a long long long time since i studied out with Josh and Glen. and wenting of course... urg.
BTW.... that song is from MULAN and not POCAHANTAS. i say wrongly. sorry. sorry to anyone who felt offended by it HAHAS. lol.
anyways...
yupps that's just abt it.
all the best those with exams!
Ferrari((:
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i just can't forget it.
it's not easy.
no matter how hard i try.
just stop talking abt it will you ppl.
stop mentioning it.
i will think abt it after u talk abt it.
it's too much for me!
be sensible come on.

writtern @12:23 PM