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Saturday, April 26, 2008
it's been one wk since it all ended.
but my heart just seems dead sometimes.
it's as though i can't help.
it only gets revived on saturday.
at church with all my dear dear frens.
i just can't help being down in school at times.
i can't take my mind off it!
Sometimes i can't help but wonder why.
Was it all along a mistake?
Or was it meant to happen?
Sometimes i can't help but wonder why.
Did God made it happen to test me?
Did God wanted it to end up like that?
Sometimes i can't help but wonder why.
Must things happen and make ppl sad?
Must things happen and cause tears to flow?
Sometimes i can't help but wonder why.
Why can't life be just sweet and happy?
Why can't life be what we want it to be?
All in all. i just want to tell you.
i really wish this wouldn't happen.
and if i act as though nothing happened.
deep in my heart i'm still hurting inside.
i just hope you'll find someone.
some one whom u can love again.
thanks for the wonderful memories.
i'll never forget it. not now. not later. never.
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now it's the time to mugg alr. mug well and mug hard.
i've been getting nagged at by lots of ppl.
oh well.
one person who keep nagging is....
HEJUN!!! lol. seriously la. he can keep going on and on. but in anyway. thanks la. cause it reminds me to do work. -.-
another one is....
MR GEY! he doesn't only nag at me to do work la. he also nag abt my behaviour la.
i always rmb this
"you are a diamond. but without polishing you're just a rock. you have the ability to lead well. but you're not doing anything abt it....." and blah blah blah. oh well. this one i nth to say. he always say i lead ppl the wrong way. LOL?!!
actually still got lots of ppl la. dun wan say alr. LOL
i'm now crazy over disney songs. all hexian kor's fault la!! hahas
btw i'm now setting a target for myself hahas
i must get c5 or b4 for my HISTORY!!
i must get at least...a2 for my ENGLISH
i must get a b4 for my chinese(difficult leh)
i must get an a2 for SCIENCE(i've been muggin hard for this one....)
i must get a b3 for my MATH(DIFFICULT LA)
lol all these make me wanna faint la... i think of it ah...
i only got like less than two wks to cover all the chapters for hist and science la. oh mannn.... scary scary...
kk. i go mug liaos.
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i'm so so sorry.
that's all i can say.
i just know i still love you.
