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Saturday, December 29, 2007

hmm. today was quite okay. had quite alot of fun.
as usual i went for piano class today.
didn't think i did well for practical but...
MDM LOW GAVE ME AN OWL.
this token is always for those who played well and since i got older and older my owls or ducks or fish grew lesser.this is the 2nd wooden owl i got for practical this year. 2nd only hahas.
it's quite cute la.((:
and then i started fretting cause i couldn't get a com or laptop to do my work.
my com ytd night crash.
sad sia.
so i got real worried
now i using tessa's mum's laptop hahas.
and yeah. chiong my presentation but cannot finish. rush to church for PSP: pre-service prayer :p
and then started a fun time of worship and sermon. yays
it was interesting
then my cell- HAPPY OOSHIES, went to airport to do reflection on year 2007 and to eat dinner as well. so we talked as we travelled and soon we reached.
we sat near right in front of the viewing gallery for aeroplanes. cool right.
then we wrote in our reflection books. ordered our dinner. and got into a sharing time. i shared abt my relationship with my frens this year. we had fun. then our food came and we ate happily. by the time we finished was 8.30pm/then min min say she wan branja me to swensens. so me jeanaette, emmerlyn and min min went to swensens only to find some real long queue. so we decided to go to Breeks. we waited for a while.me and jeanette zi lian alot keep taking pictures. hahas.
then we got a table and we went crazy again. me and jeanette did an ad on the sugar hahas. super funny. emmy has the video. gonnna get it from her. hahas
and then we ate our brownie with vanilla ice cream. super nice can? but cost like 5.80?! ex sia. then we ordered a waffle fries too. very nice. then when it was time, we called for the bill. they toook like 20 mins or less to calculate who pay how much. so slow. hahas.
but i can't complain la. got ppl treat me one. hahas.
and then we gave the waitress lots of coins super funny hahas.
then we left. me jeanette and min min take train. and after that tata... hahas.
so... quite a fun day la((:
Now my dedication to DARYL OOI.

Dedication no. 7: Daryl Ooi
Age: 17 plus coming 18
School: Tampines Junior College(TPJC)
Things i wanna say:
I've not known him for long. but thru this shor period of time, i've learnt that he has lots of good character. one thing which always nvr fails to amaze me is when he can just straightaway quote scriptures from the bible.He has been a very good role model to follow and his love for Christ can really be seen!((:
Things i wanna say to HIM:
hey daryl thanks for the support yhou've given me.for befriending me, caring abt me and also suanning me hahas. you've been a really fun guy to hang abt with all your jokes etc. thanks for encouraging me yeah? you know what i mean hahas. so oh well. continue trying to keep fit!(;

done yeah. hahas
super fun to talk to daryl cause he's always super high((:
Ferrari((:

ps. my next dedication is to Glenster.((:

writtern @11:13 PM

yay.

Friday, December 28, 2007

hmm. today was CCA trial/audition.
we went at 8 for trng. but like nobody come cause haven't start.
trng as per normal. nth much
then...
at i dunno what time.
got abt 10 sec 1 guys came to try out even though they dunnno what is softball.
they were taught a lil and yupp. they were asked for their class, name, number. but...
they were so small size!!! wow
i'm surprised how big i seem hahas.
yays.
and we girls team had NOBODY. lolz.
so after trng we left.
me, regina, chermaine and emilyn went to the piano there. dunnno for what.
after very long time, ken, kenneth and hong jun and jun wei came running say ms zarina needs us girls to go help cause got one big grp of girls wanna try out for softball. yays
i started getting super hyper and ran there.
i go take all the gloves and go throw to them hahas.
then i took a girl called gloria to teach.
but i couldn't teach well cause alot of the guys looking at me!!!
i super paiseh wait i teach wrong la!!!!
they were like" woah carolyn so professional ah???" "woah. carolyn so clever ah."
then they look at me teach.
i started screaming" eh don't look at me!!! i can't teach like that!!! i pai seh leh. shy la..."
then He Xian say:"you shy meh?"
then regina say:" woah carolyn you shy? i thought this word doesn't exists in your dictionary. haha"
i say" ya la. i shy la... grr"
they started laughing.bleagh.
i really shy mah....
jun wei also. keep staring at how i teach.
don't you know i very easy paiseh one meh!!!
hahas.
so i taught the girl how to throw and how to catch.
it's not easy i tell you.
cause i dunno how to put it into words. hahas
my england very powderful(learnt that from daryl hahas)
and he xian was like:" eh wrong already la... supposed to be the leg ...(dunno what he talking abt)"
i was like;"really meh> i thought is lydat...."
aiya i so paiseh. grr.
hahas. then okay they all give their details lor. hahas.
there were a total of 14 girls!!!!
more than the guys!!!
yay
hahas
so i started laughing and punching my fists in the air. hahas
yes!!!
oh well now i need not worry of having not enuff players next year((:
yes! i hope my team wins. i have high hopes for us!!!(:

now let's relax a lil. woosh.
hmm. i think i've forgiven those two vermins now.
maybe i'm not that angry with them.
but i'm actually disappointed.
disappointed with kenneth's behavior.
where's the good guy i've been seeing this whole year?
hmm. i'm not disappointed with ken cause i know he'll do that kind of stuff. it's just sooooo him.
but kenneth's not the case.
he's not that normal ordinary guy you see around.
he has character.
oh well.
i've forgiven you two.
but i just wish we'll be as good friends as we were last time yeah?(: but i guess you won't read it this. i really hope so. i hope we were good friends again, those who train together after school despite what ppl say, share tips abt softball, and teach each other stuff. i'm thinking abt the old times. hmm i can just hope you see this.((:

now it's dedication time!!! for PEGGY ONG LI PENG.

Dedication no. 6: Li peng aka Peggy aka Pegster
Age: 13 plus coming 14 next year
School: Jun Yuan Secondary School.
Things i wanna say:
Pegster grew lots and lots. fot the better of course.
when i first knew her in KFC. she was super shy and wouldn't talk. she would talk really softly and yeah. basically she was shy.
as she grew older, she learnt to be more daring and her faith has grown too. she is very hardworking and has won the BEST WILLER AWARD(i think) she will do her job well everytime she serves in KFC. she's super kind and has real chubby cheeks that makes her look so cute! hahas
Things i wanna say to her:
hey pegster my dear cell mate. you've been real nice and have shown a real worker's spirit. i wanna learn from you! hahas. though we aren't very close but i believe thru the many many years we're gonna have together serving our one TRUE God. we'll grow together!!! cheers to HAPPY OOSHIES! ((:

DONE MY DEDICATION TO PEGSTER!
Ferrari((:

ps my next dedication is to Daryl Ooi.((:

writtern @3:01 PM

some thing

Thursday, December 27, 2007

You Are 77% Feminine, 23% Masculine

You are in touch with your feminine side.
Sensitive, intuitive, and caring are all words that describe you.
And you're just masculine enough to relate to both men and women.

Are You Masculine or Feminine?

writtern @2:04 PM

i've got my class!!!!

hmm...i've been posted to... 2K!!!!!
wahahas..

here's to my future class!!!

anyway i've got all the namelists of the sec 2 classes!!!

hahas. i love my going to be form teacher!!! Mrs Hudd!!!

hahas

hmm.

anyways.

i've been thinking abt what happened ytd.

i wish it'll all just go away.

i'm trying to get myself to forgive.

i need the lord's strength.

but i just wish i wouldn't need to see them ever again...

humph.

that's life.

no choice.

live with it GIRL!

oh well time for next dedication to LYNN NG!

Dedication no.5: Lynn Ng aka Lynnster

Age: 14 plus coming 15

School: Tanjong Katong Girls School

Things i wanna say:

I've just gotten to know her better these past few wks.

she's been very nice and thoughtful.

not to mention caring.

she nvr fails to think of my welfare.

and is very sensible.

she is to me like a great sister.

she has given me lots of care.

and shared with me lots abt her.

making me feel special.

she makes me feel happy.

she has given me great joy.

Things i wanna say to her:

hey lynnster.

thanks for everything girl!

you've given me too many things for me to say it out.

i really treasure my friendship with you. you're my fave!

i love you lots.

Thanks!((:

done. my dedication to Lynnster.((:

Ferrari((:

ps next is Peggy Ong(:

writtern @12:47 PM

mean guys

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

look here ken and kenneth
i'm gonna tell everyone how mean you are.
you just don't care abt ppl's feelings do you?
do you?
you just wanna have fun eh?
do i look like a toy to u?
do i?
sometimes pls at least be a teeny weeny warm-blooded cause your cold bloodedness disgust me you vermins.
i've had enough of you.
just because i made a mistake of treating you as my frens and then made a stupid mistake, allow you to treat me like some toy.
it's so not gentlemanly.
Kenneth i'm sorry i thought of you as the perfect person, the most gentlemanly, the most kind, the most caring, the most nice.i'm sorry. real sorry.
i take back those thoughts.
i've had enough.
if you think you're really that great. well think again.
you aren't really the person i thought you were inside.
after what's happened today? no way.
you're not the mr goody goody i thought you were.
so there.
please i dun wanna know you anymore.
i dun even know who you are anymore.
just let me get on with my life and stop disturbing me like a joke.
Ken i feel pathetic that i thought you were ok. you're worse. i'm feel so blinded.
you may be the joker kind. that doesn't mean you can make me the joke of you day.
pls.
grow up will ya?
just get on with life
i may have liked him but so what? that's not the point.
i'm over with it so should you.
pls get a brainwash and scrub it clean.
get on with it.
i've had enough.
oh yes not forgetting hong jun.
i dunno if i should believe you.
but pls. dun ever let them do something so stupid and irritating ever again.
i'm over and done with this.

a so not happy
Ferrari):

writtern @6:27 PM

michelle's dedication

yay. i finally feel the christmas feeling.
last christmas i gave you my heart
but the very next day you gave it away.
this year,to save me from tears
i'll give it to someone special.

hahas. i had lots of fun giving cards out, giving prezzies, giving huggies, giving smileys,giving lovies. hahas. i've caught the 'ies' flu from josh!!! hahas.anyways. it's lots of fun doing cards and chionging them out in the middle of the night. hahas.and shopping!!! yes! that's the fun of it! (((((:

anyways. i enjoyed myself ytd. morning chiong cards, go church, celebrate with the children, go eat lunch with joshster,pegster,aaron,michelle, and LYNNSTER. hahas. then went back.watch tv,sleep,practice piano,eat dinner, watch tv,sms, sleep. hahas. super typical. hahas.

now's my dedication to MICHELLE POON.((:

Dedication no.4: Michelle Poon
Age: 13 plus coming 14 next year
School: CHIJ Toa Payoh
Things I wanna say:
Michelle was also one of my best friends in Kids For Christ. me michelle and tingster together. we grew together, both spiritually and physically. she was beside me when i had problems. she comfort me in times of need. she cares for me and makes me happy. now she's changed but for the better. and i love her lots. she makes me happy, she makes me LOVE HER!!!
Things i wanna say to HER:
Thanks for being with me when i had problems.
You're my good good goodest fren!!!
i hope we'll continue growing together in FAITH.
i love you lots.
wish you a merry christmas by the way. (((;

end of my dedication to Michelle.
Ferrari((:

ps my next dedication is to...Lynnster!!!

writtern @11:59 AM

whew

Sunday, December 23, 2007

whew.
i've finally got a time to at least write a dedication.
it's been so busy. let's see. a brief review of what i've been doing....
first on last sunday was community service day.
followed by monday shopping.
tues cip.
wed SYRENS retreat till thurs night.
then fri was amanda's church play at 7
sat was "he ran" christmas play and then christmas party.
mann. it's tiring.
everyday got something
my whole holiday is revolved actually mainly around cip.
i never fail to go every wk at least two times.bleagh.
it's fun though.
SYRENS retreat was fantastic!
now we kfc youths have a name.
it's called. SYRENS.
Skillful
Youths
Reaching
Excellence
N
Servant-hood

Yeah! it's great hahas.
anyways. i had alot of fun in reterat, playing games, worshiping, going bedok reservoir and LEADING WORSHIP WITH JOSH FOR WOW WORSHIP!!!
hahas.
it was a great experience.
thanks daryl for your great comment btw!((:
hmm. time for my dedication to LIAU WEN TING.

Dedication no.3: Liau Wen Ting aka Tingster
Age: 13 plus coming 14 next year
School: Nan Yang Girls Institution(i think)
Things i wanna say:
Tingster was my super good friend in church since like...very young?! like p1 or younger.
we would sit in church together along with michelle and after church we would play together at the playground.
now we've grown and yupps. she's getting crazier by the day. ahhas. right now she's overseas. how sad. i'm missing her.
she's like my super good friend through the years and i love her lots.
she's like my partner when serving in kfc together.
i hope we'll be together forever. ew that sounds wrong.
Things i wanna say to HER:
Liau Wen Ting. even though you like to zi kua. say you very cute. but i still love you. thanks for standing by me and being my friend. i love you so much. oh btw. pls pls stop zi kuaing hahas. jkjk. i love you cute girl!!! hahas.

done. that's done.
my dedication to TINGSTER.
Ferrari((:

ps my next dedication is to Michelle.(:

writtern @10:59 PM

oops

Friday, December 21, 2007

hey peeps.
i've been real busy these few days.
so i won't be able to blog so much.
and tingster's dedication will have to wait.
i'm so sorry tingster.
i love you lots.
hahas.
i'll try and fill you ppl up on what has been happening.
sori wor.
Ferrari((:

writtern @9:52 AM

Friday, December 14, 2007

uh.oh.
something happened to my blog.
haish.
i'm so so so caught in between my feelings. i'm stuck. practically in EVERYTHING.
i'm happy one moment when i'm with my frens, i'm sad another moment with my mum.
i'm just so stuck.
i wanna tell i can't tell.
but i'm glad i have frens like these who stick by me.
THANKS TO LYNNSTER,TINGSTER,MICHELLE,JOSHSTER.
i love you all. too much. way too much. hahas. haish.
you see that?
that's my problem.
one moment i'm laughing, one moment i'm sighing.
i can't explain.
lynn tells me to have faith.
i guess i'll try my best.
it's difficuly.
no one knows.
god's there. i know.
oh well. enough of that nonsense.
cast it out.

my next dedication is to IAN CHENG.
but he's overseas. oh well. god bless him.

Dedication no.2: Ian Cheng aka my kor
Age: 17 plus coming 18 next year.
School: Temasek polytechnic
Things i wanna say:
same as josh. i've just got to know Ian this year.
he joined the ministry too.
i started to talk to him when...we were doing games called Morning Madness.
he was helping me or something like that.
i remember him being friendly and all.
joking with me etc.
we started talking alot and yupps.
i began sharing about things in my life.
and then. he became my kor!
he was always asking how's life etc. and would care alot.((:
that's what i think of him.
a caring bro.
Things i wanna say to HIM:
You're a great kor.
thanks for caring.
you've helped me alot.
and i'll always remember what you say.
i love you lots.((:

that's my dedication to IAN KOR.(:
Ferrari((:

ps. my next dedication is to tingster.

writtern @9:15 PM

Dedications

Sunday, December 9, 2007

hmm.
i've decided to dedicate posts to ppl now.
a fresh new thought.
it would make it more interesting.
for you AND for me.
for you cause you get to know more abt the ppl around me
for me cause i get to reflect on the ppl God has given to me.
so you ppl better keep a lookout on my blog.if i wrote something abt you.
i'm sure you'd like to read it. hahas.
i'll most probably inform you when i post abt you. ahahs

hmm. who should i post abt first?
i think, i wanna post abt this person.
He's really a very very nice and dear person.

Person dedication no.1:Joshua Poh
Age: 17 plus coming 18 next year
School: Singapore Poly
Things i wanna say:
I first known him this year, because i joined KFC youth ministry and it is led by him, joshua poh.
throughout this whole year(coming to an end alr), i've been following him, learning from him, sharing with him etc.
there's a whole lot of things i've learnt from him. i rmb there was a time, i had some problems with my "enemy". i felt so miserable. but he got me to talk abt it. and in the end, he taught me to solve it. now, i'm friends with that person. not close, but still.
day by day, wk by wk, i got to know him more, and learn more.
slowly, he made an impact in my life.
i'll definitely rmb the time i did One way actions with him. it's become a trademark of KFC now.
and the time he taught me drums. my first few lessons.
and the time he initiated study outs. took time to make me study.
all these i'll always rmb.(:
Things i wanna say to HIM:
thanks for being there when i'm down.
thanks for letting me know how much you care.
thanks for being so knowledgeable.
thanks for being a great fren, a great brother, a great buddy.
thanks for giving me the chance to learn.
THANK YOU SO MUCH!
when you feel down or whatsoever, rmb i'm just a call away((:
stay HAPPY!

done. that's my dedication to JOSHSTER. ((:
Ferrari((:

ps.next dedication is Ian my kor's.

writtern @9:54 PM