boo.
Friday, November 9, 2007
BOO.
I was just so sad today after training. dunno why?
could it be because of him?
or him? or him?
i dunno.
suddenly
i regretted EVERYTHING.
i'm just stupid.
for not knowing how to put thoughts from my head into my mouth.
i'm such a failure.
i wish i knew how to tell it properly.
at least those friendships i had with them would turn out OK.
it's either i stop my feelings or they stop theirs.
in the end.
it's all my fault.
i can't tell anyone my thoughts.
i just can't.
at least.
i know God's always there for me.
i'll put everything into his hands.
and pray he'll send someone who'll listen to me.
someone.whom i won't be afraid to share with.
someone who knows how to solve my problems.
someone.....
here i am.
take me.
as an offering.
you are worthy
you are worthy
worthy is the lord.