tired yet again
Thursday, September 20, 2007
lately, i'm super tired.... hmm. both physical and emotional. i think. i dunno why he act so weird. nvr smile, nvr look. wad's wrong lahs?! i'm getting irritated w him. can't our friendship juz continue? like. just treat as if nth happened will you?! will u just gimme a chance or something? don't just let our frenship stop there. come on. are u angry w me or something? now, i feel as if i can't talk to u proper, not naturally. maybe, i can't even talk to u at all.
tomoro there's lantern fest in skool. its a muz muz to go. they will be marking attendance. lame. what kind of cele is a FORCED cele? lolz. but i'm training tomoro. happy. but then not.
today. we did chi test. and i know my results alr. Jiang lao shi mark real fast. i got lowest in class. i got 25/50. just passed. hais. my late slp and early wake was of no use. i dunno how to tell my mom. haish. so.....what i did today was...CRY. what could i do? the guy sitting beside me got 2nd in class-48.5/50. and my frens all got 40 plus. i'm the LOWEST. they all ask me not to feel bad and sad but what to do? i never expected such a low mark. HELP!!! i was yet again the goldfish w red puffy eyes. ahh... i dunno what to do. exams coming. my PHYSICS is a MESS!!!
~~CaRo~~