days are bleak
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
kor shared this verse w me ytd so yeah.
colossians 3:23
Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men,
i dunno. i seem to have lost focus on EVERYTHING except church and God. i mean my studies, frens and everything dun seem to be important anymore. its like my time in school are blank. everything passes so quickly. my hmwork are piling up cause i can't finish them, i'm getting to be uninterested in softball and everything. I wish i'll get back to that happy self again. sometimes, what you see ain't what i feel. i may appear HAPPY but deep inside, i know i'm hurting. lolz. it's just a part of life. i'm trying to be that joyful one, the one who bubbles and all. i seriously need to get a life and move on. that i know. but it's difficult u see. no one can help me. i explain to them and they have no solutions. i guess i'll just leave this emoing at that.
i've loads of hmwork to finish. yet, i'm still blogging here. scold me ppl. oh just do that. anyways. kena caught by dm Mr Chua ytd for having a skirt WAY TOO SHORT. lolz. i didn't even fold. it was just altered. i think he see me buai song then say me. hais. wad to do. my fren fold skirt shorter than mine never tio. i never fold skirt and just a lil above the knee he "scold" me. actually he better than Cai lao shi lor. he never scold or give demerit point. let's count the no. of times i tio teacher alr. hmm...
Mr chua:
1st time- fold sleeve
2nd time- tuck out shirt
3rd time- altered skirt too short
Cai lao shi:
1st time- read book during assembly plus skirt short plus tuck out shirt
2nd time- read book during assembly
3rd time- talk during assembly
Other teachers:
-tuck out shirt
-wear necklace
-never hand in hmwork
-talk in class
lolz. the skirt thing wasn't even my fault. lolz. still got ppl suan me say i kena caught. grr. wadever. suan then suan. i don't feel hurt.
tomoro got mini-challenge for sec 1. i'm in. lolz. have to do squats, arm wrestling, standing broad jump, pumping, sit up, skipping and others that i dunno. lolz.
today, my xiao di-kai li, was training me for guy's push up. i'm happy to learn. but now my arm is very pain lor. but who cares. xiong zhi say:" eh. carolyn. u wan to bian4 xing4(change gender) ah?" of course i say no la. the reason i wanna do all these is cause i wanna show boys that girls CAN do wadever boys do. maybe not as uch pumps but at least they can do. lolz. the guys from ncc just like to suan girls. lolz. i wanna train. hahas. deborah is pro. sec 2 girl can do chin ups. the tall one. pro man. quite famous among ncc boys.hahax. lolz. anyways.i better go do my work. see ya.
~~CaRo~~
