whew. this is the WORST week so far.

Wed---
nth much happened. just had tuition school. sian.

Thurs---
oh. this is bad. anyways. firstly, when we got oure results, sherrie cried. cause she failed. and. i felt so bad cause i felt my class was horrible-alort of too competitive ppl. hais. it makes ppl feel so... grr. and then. during chi. we were to do a letter writing work. suddenly, my teacher came to me and said that i didn't hand up my two chi compo done in the june hols so i got zero for them and my average mark for CA2 is now 47 upon 100. so in other words. i failed. i was pretty shocked coz i rmb i passed up my couldn't say anything. the teacher said i had to finish the compo by that day and pass it up tomoro. i said ok. then she went back to the table. then i started CRYING. why? cause i was very tired. i thought abt how i was gonna finish the compos as i had 3rd lang that day. i was so tired of everything. i started breaking down-crying. then i wiped my tears and aed to the go to the toilet and cried even more. my eyes looked like some pufferfish. grr. then i went back with my red eyes and some ppl looked at me. anyway. i managed to finish my work in time.
after that, my frens came to me and asked me what happened. as i explained, i cried again. cried and cried in the toilet. they comforted me and blah de blah. then i went to return the dict to emilyn and guess who i saw. i saw HIM with my RED PUFFY EYES. i was like: oh no.... then he asked me:" u cry ah?" i nodded. then he say:" why u cry?" i explained not so very clearly. then he comforted me too. saying" don't cry la... Jiang Bei's standard's very high. don't cry...." i was so embarrassed. and i asked him to return the dict for me. gosh!!!! then i said a quick bye and ran back to my class. i started emoing. hahas. then after awhile i dunno why pearlyn started crying too..
there was also the stupid singing competition in which me pearlyn and sherrie were taking part in. forced too actually. we sang yue liang dai biao wo de xin and also cheng li de yue guang. sherrie said the competition was jinxed cause we all cried. sad. it was a pretty sad day. i went third lang feeling all horrible and still i had the french exam. TIRED. I TELL YOU I'M TIRED. i went back home w the intention to do my compo and guessed what. as i was flipping thru the compo book i slept on the table.see. i'm TIRED. then i went to sleep till the next day.
FRIDAY---
yet another horrible day. i told mdm jiang that i didn't do the compo and that i rmb vividly that i handed up. then during chi she told me she found it. grr. waste my tears and make me look so horrible in front of HIM. then during science, Mr ong nvr come. so i go make announcement abt class theme for teacher's day. we had to have a theme for us to wear. so we ask for votes. sometimes i really hate the class. they just don't listen. i had to ask them very nicely for five times and one shouted one saying:" CLASS! CAN LISTEN ANOT?! I ASK U PPL FOR 5 TIMES AND NOBODY ANSWERED ME! CAN U PPL JUST LOOK UP AND REPLY?!!!" grr. lucky i don't have high blood pressure.then somestupid person. i shan't put her name in les i make more trouble. grr. she keeps fan dui wadever i say.on purpose. grr. how can i stand this kind of ppl. i got so angry and left the classrm. then soft ball. and then nth much.

oh btw. i wrote abt things i'm tired of:
1) this class-the ppl in it
2)school.
3) 3rd lang
4) stress
5) my mother's nagging
6) some stupid girls in my class
7) irritating ppl
8) waiting for HIM to say it.(but i will continue waiting.i won't give up)

today---
today had to wake up early in the morning to go for some stupid walk. grr. so tiring. one whole big round. we made a family of eleven.
first- dickson
second-jan xiong
third- mandy
fourth- joey
fifth-me!!!
sixth- pris
seventh- pearlyn
eighth- jian you
ninth- traci
tenth- kai li
and eleventh- belle

weets. the family. we can make up a soccer team. i'm thinking of a name... hahas. that's all. can't wait for tomorrow!!! (: