i wrote a poem today during SEL cause it was boring. but it's not that good. it's just some emo poem. i noe i can't write as good as my kor...hahas. he rites better...
anyways. here goes.

my feelings

I was standing on the aisle
thinking very hard:
why was he ignoring me?
why did he avoid my gaze?

does he know something he shouldn't know?
does he know my feelings?
does he know my heartfelt thoughts?
that i have a thing for him.

i know he's there but does he know i'm there?
he looks at me and glances away
he sees me but doesn't say
does he know i care?

i don't know if he feels the same
i don't know if he thinks the same
all i know is that he's shy
that he doesn't dare to say what he's thinking

i want him to be there when i'm depressed
when i'm crying and feel bad
i want to share those moments with him
those special moments in my dreams

but, then again,
will he?




THE END
THE END OF MY POEM!!!

not really nice isit? but oh well. pls do not think it's true. it's only partially true. xD

oh well. today was really boring. nth much, besides, i'm too lazy to write. hahas.
but there's something in my mind right now.
why is JM and ZS daoing me? today. i was going to the toilet when i met JM. we were ALONE. i mean there was no one else. he just finished drinking water...but. we didn't even say hi. not to mention look at each other. i dunno wad's going on between us. i didn't do anything to him. or wadever. why must he avoid me? is there anyway we can be frens again? i truly wanna noe wad's wrong. if we...oh well, why can;t we be frens again? i know it's awkward... oh well. if JM u know i'm talking abt u. pls tell me the reason alright...? (:
and ZS has been daoing me too. we used to make a pact to not be shy and say hi when we see each other. now, he doesn't even smile. he looks at me and walks away or do other stuff...i wonder if someone has said something abt me to him. they tell me that is i never say hello to him but somehow i don't think so....i don't think it;s because i didn't start saying hi first. oh my...why is so many ppl like that??? and this is to ZS:
if u know i'm talking abt u, pls, at least say a hi. to show that ure not angry w me...

tomoro got 3rd lang. but during recess i'm gonna train my beloved soft ball!! xD

thanks for reading. and sweet dreams! god bless(:
~~CaRo~~